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2010-12-09T02:23:00.000+08:00

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Working like a bull.

2010-12-09T00:20:00.004+08:00

Have been working consecutive for 2 days and 6 more days before I can get a rest. (Not really resting as I'm still giving tuition in the afternoon.) Sigh, I'm kinda tired already :( No choice, gonna pull it through since I'm in need of money before school start.

Planned to end work on the 24th but now, I decided to push it back a little till 1st Jan. Reason being I can't get my uniform money by the end of this month if I return it on the 24th so I might as well work a little more. Plus, the genting trip is cancelled and I will have a little more time to study. :)

Anyway, I've successfully got myself hooked on the toy catcher machine located at the 2nd storey of IMM. It's a machine with a scoop and it will scoop up the toy during the process. I've caught a purple elmo plushie and a purple elmo keychain! I'm soooooo happy since I always love coloured elmo! :D Furthermore, Andy gave me a halloween theme stitch and a vibrating stitch that he caught from the machine.

Christmas is coming and it's the season to share! Haha. Still can't decide what present to get from wjin since he asked me to pick my own gift :D Thumbs up for him, haha! I have too many things to get that I've no idea what to get! That's the result for being too greedy!

Well, I've been eating too much unhealthy food like the fast food and fried stuff too often. Sometimes, I think I will get cancer in the future due to those food that I consumed now. I guess I have to treat my body better. :/

Okay, this post is getting a bit random and lengthy. I shall end this post with some photos that I've taken these few weeks.

2010-12-06T01:11:00.002+08:00

It seems a long time since I last blogged. Hehe. Hmmm, I shall update a bit of my life :)

So, I've decided to leave Pepper Lunch on 24th Dec, the christmas eve. That day will mark the end of my working life in Pepper Lunch. A job that I love as much as I hate it. Though I just work for only 1 year, I have lots of memories in there :)

I just hope that I can do whatever I can for these two more weeks before returning my uniform. Perhaps have better service and get less irritated by weird customers? Haha. I think that shall be my goal till I leave the place.

So, I've been working pretty hard these few days to earn more. I want to get quite a number of things before school reopens. Of course, I've decided to which JC I'm heading to. After one big round, I'm going back to PJC. I guess I have to adapt to the fact that I'm lagging one year, compare to my batch mate.

I guess the first few days will be weird and . Seeing my batch mate as my senior in the school when I'm same age as them or even older? (Since I'm borned in Jan) Just pray that my OGL won't be my batch mate, that's all I hope. Haha.

Still, I have yet to decide what CCA I wanted to join. Perhaps I shall leave it till CCA selection day:) Thought of joining some slacking CCA or sports. However, I think I'm a bit too plump to join the sports.

Enough of school related stuff, I sorta enjoy my current working environment. Getting more fun and laughter due to the twins and kh. They are making lots of jokes and stupid stuff everyday. I guess, that's the only thing that will make me miss the job, which is the people who used/are working over there.

They are really great bunch of people, be it IMM staff or Lot 1 staff. Most of them treat me very good while some of them just pissed me off during work time. Gonna thank them too, for allowing me to have someone to vent my anger at. Haha

Okay, my laptop is going to flat soon and I'm lazy to charge it. So, I shall go and have a-not-so-early-rest. Hitting gym with wjin tml :D

2010-11-27T02:39:00.002+08:00

It sucks to have some lousy internet connection! >:( Having lots of problems while trying to view the rest of the pages and it sucks!

Working has been better since the irritating twins are back :D Haha, I like working with them, got someone to talk and play with, beside my dearest jinjin :D Hehe. Come to think that I've already worked a year in pepper lunch and that's fast!

I still remember that day when I first went down to IMM pepper lunch for interview. I got the job and worked in lot 1 outlet for 6 months before transferring to IMM. I love this job as much as I hate this job.

Finally, I'm going to end this working life and head back to what I should be in the first place. Going back to student since to be familiar yet strange to me. I'm so used to working that I find study is weird! Haha. I think I'm a bit crazy and insane.

I'm planning for a Genting trip before school start really soon. Heard from some of them that result is out on 10-12 Jan. It's like so fast! So much more faster than us, I think. I have to make full use of my time before the school starts. Like studying and preparing myself to schooling mode. Haha.

I might be even neglecting this space more often and that's not what I want. Though I doubt there are people out there anticipating my post.

I shall turn in soon. Working from 2 to 11. Another long day ahead!

The good old days

2010-11-21T00:50:00.002+08:00

I'm damn tired from work today as I'm the one doing service closing. It's seems like ages since I last did service closing. :( Other than this, I'm okay with today crowd and the people who are working. However, it seems to be a bit dull and boring? LOL.

Well, I was talking about games with wjin when we are on our home to home just now. Somehow, it linked to band in the end. I started to tell him about my life in band and the good old days, when horn is an all girl section, when I wanted to play trumpet, when I played greenhills for almost 4 years.

Everything just come back into my mind. The days when I laughed in the band room, when I shouted at those dumb juniors who became good seniors now because of me :D The days when I almost quitted band cause I hate horn. The days when I almost fall asleep during sectionals as I'm too sleepy etc.

I used to dislike band when I first joined. I don't seem to blend in with the rest and mingle well with the seniors. I can't play the instrument well and I felt dumb. But well, I fall in love with band afterwards.

I've been pondering for months if I should join band in JC. I know JC is going to be super fast pace and I have hell lots to catch up. Band will take up a lot of my time and it's SYF next year. It's something that I don't really like it and I hate SYF due to all those dark memories.

Furthermore, I've lost touch with horn like almost a year. I almost forgot my fingerings when I'm showing wjin just now. See, that's how long I haven't been touching music and french horn! Argh!

But, I still want my JC life to be fun and memorable too! :/ What should I do?

Anyway, I've planned to leave Pepper Lunch during the early Jan. That's all for now :D

Just a little thought

2010-11-18T12:01:00.003+08:00

I've been thinking recently, what I'm going to do next after quitting pepper lunch PT job. The obvious answer is to study, of course. No doubt I'm both excited and scared about going back to studies, going to JC.

Till now, many still marked me as crazy, when they know my decision. However, I don't really care much, since it's my life after all. If I'm going to die in JC, so be it. It's my decision, I will bear the consequence.

I've even had a plan already, if I really didn't (touching wood in process) make it to any local universities. Of course, I still want to get into an university, that's for sure. I mean, this is Singapore, though with a degree doesn't seems to be a big deal for today. Without a degree, I'm going nowhere except for pepper lunch. (something that I'm telling myself too)

It's kinda boring to hang in F&B line actually. You have to face ridiculous customers with their "so-call" rights. You can't guailan them, you can't shoot them with the facts you know etc. I will only work in F&B if I own my shop. Other than that, nah.

1 year of working in Pepper lunch is enough. I want to try other type of jobs like retail, admin etc. But, job aside, studies first :)

So, my goal for the next two years will be concentrating for A level. Then, I will continue with my other planning. I'm sure that everything will go well.

Okay, I'm off to prepare already! Meeting wjin later at JE and head to his house so that he can bathe. After that, we are going to Suntec to catch Harry Potter! :D

Oh boy, I'm excited!

:D

2010-11-17T01:13:00.000+08:00

Slept over at wjin's house yesterday and headed to gym this morning. I felt good after exercising though I'm tired. :( The jogging track really make me run man! Haha. The cycling machine is cool too.

Cooked our own lunch while waiting for wjin's new television to arrive! Went to granny house afterwards before heading to jurong point. Ate pepper lunch since y.sis has sudden cravings and we walked around before going home.

I bought my cards holder from Harris too! I'm a happy girl :D Well, it's late already and I think I should get some sleep.

Working from 2pm to 11pm tomorrow and watching Harry Potter on thursday :D

Get well soon, granny!

2010-11-13T23:09:00.003+08:00

Praying hard that everything will be fine for my dearest and strongest granny! Everything will be fine. Sigh, everything doesn't seems to be alright :( Just hope that everything gonna be alright. :)

Well, now O level is over, soon it will be their judgement day and mine too. Still can't decide which school should I go to. Gonna make up my mind soon and stick to it, I can't afford to make another bad decision which I have to stick with it, no matter what! :D

Still deciding if i'm gonna have a birthday bbq for next year or not. Many told me that I make it too over and like I'm going to celebrate my 21st instead of 18th. But still, i think 18th is still quite important, considering that it's my legal age!

I like the feeling that all my friends can gather together and celebrate my birthday with me! Though I haven't been a good friend lately:P But still, I wish that people could gather around me to celebrate!

I shall go take a bath and had some sleep already. Tomorrow will still be a hectic day, I believe. I hope that I can survive through this period.

Busy like a little bee

2010-11-07T23:06:00.002+08:00

Recently is busy and busy and busy! Haha. I'm busy with work, to earn some extra cash and busy spending time with boyfriend :D I love being busy with the latter one, haha.

So, wjin and I headed to east coast after work yesterday to celebrate weichen's 21st birthday :) We went down with kengleng and mag too! Stayed a bit longer and had to cab home in the end. I'm glad that the rain isn't that big yesterday night and I enjoyed the moment I spent with wjin. Talking to him at that type of weather is good. Hehe.

Then, woke up a bit later this morning and went to market for breakfast. Had our favourite mee hoon kuay (homemade noodle) and wjin went for a haircut. Afterwards, we went to my aunt house to visit my couins and aunt. Hehe.

Finally saw my cousin's big tummy with my baby nephew (who is still in my cousin's tummy) hehe. My cousin's due date is on 25th Jan 2011 and I'm praying that it will be on 24th instead! haha. Then, it will be on the same date as me :D:D

Headed to town with ah ao and wjin and caught MEGAMIND! Haha, the movie is funny and good! Made me laugh out loud a couple of times. Walked around then took train to Plaza Singapura. We had our dinner at Secret Recipe and the food is kinda good. I'm quite surprise since my last visit wasn't that good.

So now, home sweet home and going to sleep soon as I'm working tomorrow. Tomorrow is going to be a busy day since only 5 people are working. Okay, I shall end here.

TEEHEE

Just a little update, nothing much.

2010-11-03T21:53:00.002+08:00

I've visited Ikea today with yinghui, wjin and meimei :) Well, the main motive of the hang out is meeting up with yinghui. Boy, she looks tired and tired (okay, I've no idea what to write).

I wanted to get myself a quilt initially, however I changed my mind after giving second thought. I've been spending a little bit too much and decided to save more now. If not, I'm going to be broke once again.

A bit of rewind, woke up late this morning and couldn't get the KFC breakfast that I wanted to get :( I've been craving for KFC breakfast these few days and I thought I could get it today. I guess I'm too lazy and tired to wake up early.

In return, wjin and I had MOS instead. Yum yum, ate yakiniku rice burger and fish burger. The yakiniku burger taste nice :D Went to OCBC and did what we have planned before going for tuition session.

The lucky boy passed his chinese exam for the first time and I feel happy for him. At least I did help a little to help him pass this time round.

Okay, that's all for the update and I'm going for a light exercise now. Like some yoga exercises, teehee. Doing opening shift tomorrow and going home at 5pm.

Work is draining me :(

2010-10-29T01:02:00.002+08:00

I'm working very frequently nowadays. Like 5/6 days per week and feeling guilty afterwards as I neglected my studies. Oops. But, I'm going to stop working once Jan is here to visit. Hehe.

So, working is pretty fine however people are always here and go. Feel kinda sad seeing people leaving and new people coming in. Pray hard everything will be fine till I leave this place :) Anyway, I'm going to get myself a Diana Mini camera next month! That will be my first lomo camera and I'm excited for it.

I've done a bit of research and going to consult my cousin's bf before purchasing it. After all, he is kinda expert in lomography. My sis told me lomo is an expensive hobby and I agree to it totally. I feel like buying so many of them!

In other hand, I'm going to start a fix deposit from next month onwards. Hopefully, I'm able to save enough money for a trip after my A level. :D Still can't decide if I should go to Japan or Taiwan, hmmm.... :/

I want to get a pair of sports shoes too! These are the two things that I want to get before the end of this month. Perhaps the camera might be a christmas gift that I'm going to give it to myself.

Okay, I shall go rest already. Working from 11am till 8pm later on. Whee, no opening no closing, i like :D:D

2010-10-21T23:46:00.002+08:00

I'm currently at West Coast Mac, with wjin and his friends. Well, I'm just sitting down here and using his netbook, not taking part in their conversation, of course!

So, I have been working lots this week, like 6 days or maybe 5.5 days as I worked till 2.30pm today. Well, wjin is peeking at me while I'm writing this post so I just I should not write anything bad about him, if not he is going to bite my head off! (just kidding!)

Headed to Ikea just now with wjin and his mummy :) Had our dinner over there and walked around afterwards. Satisfied my tummy with the darn good chicken wings and meatballs from there. Hoho.

I admit, I didn't study much recently and it's sinful! I need to stick on to my plan that I had! If not, schooling next year will be torturous! :O If nothing goes wrong, I should be going to JJC or PJC :) Hopefully, I will be able to enter my first choice next year.

And, I've decided not to go for my Shanghai trip after discussing with my parents. I see no point for them to work their lungs off in order to sponsor me to go overseas, isn't it? So, I think I should be a good daughter and not tired them off. Beside, I need time to prepare myself for school next year.

I hope to get myself a nice bag for christmas this year, maybe longchamp bag? :P Haha, I shall see if I will have enough money to splurge on bag first! But i feel longchamp is too common and too many fakers out there. Or perhaps kate spade or agnes b :)

Okay, enough of some taitai thinking. I'm kinda worried for school next year. I'm worried about PW, cause of my friends :( They are complaining about PW like no business and it's scaring the hell out of me! :(

Actually, I'm just blogging things that came to my mind. Not in any order or what-so-ever. Hmmm, the thoughts of leaving pepper lunch is getting stronger these days. But i need the money to keep me survive till my mum is willing to give me allowances again. In the meanwhile, I have no choice but to stick with pepper lunch.

I want to get myself a new bagpack, stationary and misc items for school next year. I will make me feel more like back to school life :D I just hope that everything can move on like what i have planned.

Okay, I'm bored already. Ciao!

So, the decision is made

2010-10-18T00:39:00.002+08:00

So, I've decided to go to Shanghai after knowing the people who are going and the number of people who are able to go. Turns out that quite a few nikarians are going so I decided to go as well. I'm just unsure if I will feel left out or not :/ Not a good thing to throw tantrums and emo-ing the whole of 2 weeks.

Well, but I'm not too sure if I really want to go or not. The feeling is not too strong and not too weak. I know I will regret not going when I saw the photos post in fb by those who went there in a month time. But, the trip really cost a bomb, $1180 is kinda huge, seriously.

Nothing much recently just keep on working as I need to settle the payment for the trip. I wonder why but I got this strong feeling that I will back out of this trip last minute as I couldn't afford this trip. :O

I'm tired and I guess I should go catch some sleep as there is a long week ahead. I'm like going to work for 5 days. Since 24th is on this Sunday, I'm working on Sunday as well.

I have no idea why, I'm easily tired out. And I tends to miss wjin a lot after he went home. The emotion is just gushing out of me. Oh, I caught eat pray love today. I find that the plot was rather boring since it's based on true story but well, I love julia roberts so the show is pretty fine :)

Okay, I should really go get my sleep already.

Ciao~

The hsk trip

2010-10-14T23:35:00.002+08:00

I was just informed days ago by yongkian about the hsk trip. Well, it turns out to be we are able to go for a 2 weeks trip to shanghai this December holiday to make up last year trip. This year offer is good and tempting. Shanghai, a place that I always wanted to go.

Especially when there is expo this year. However, the cost of this trip is a concern. $1180 is a big amount for my family. I don't even have the money to pay for half of the trip. OMG! :( Perhaps I should discuss with my mum tml morning.

In the other hand, I went to eat SUKI-YA today with wjin :D Happy to the max!!!

Okay, not in mood anymore. :( wjin is at meeting, boring!

Miss Lim's Church Wedding

2010-10-10T21:33:00.001+08:00

I went for Miss Lim's wedding and gave her my blessings today. She is really gorgeous with her make-up and the gown. All the best to your marriage Miss Lim :)

So, went to the wedding with 2A-ians and took a cab down to the church from amanda's house. I rant a lot today, super lots. Feel kinda lonely when I was hanging out with the nikar and the rest and I wonder why.

Maybe because I've changed a lot due to the working life or because we no longer have common topics to talk on. I feel that I'm like an adult and they are teenagers. This feeling sucks to the max. :(

Okay, enough of rantings, feel like an old woman when I rant too much. Shall go and study now.

P/S I wanted to call wjin but seems like he's asleep already. :(

Wow, I'm still awake at such timing.

2010-10-10T02:03:00.002+08:00

It's 2 in the morning and I'm still wide awake, probably due to the nap I've taken just now. I hope that I'm able to wake up on time later on to attend the wedding. Haha.

Well, work today is terrible. It's so tiring that I sat on the toilet bowl to take a rest when I told the rest I'm heading to the bathroom. I miss the days when I'm working as cashier. Maybe I should grumble lesser next time, when I'm allocated to be cashier.

Had a terrible headache and the urge to puke when I travelled home by 188 just now. I'm just way too tired that I fall asleep when I sat on my sofa just now. :( I missed those days when work is so free and easy. Working has been tiring these few weeks and sales are pretty good for this month.

I guess we are going to hit the targeted sales for this month after missing it for 2-3 months? Well, I haven't been working a lot as I got tired and fall sick easily. Sigh... Money is not going to be enough for me next month.

I missed those days when my life is so carefree and easy. All I have to do is to study, eat, sleep and repeats the cycle with some shopping in between. Now, I have to really go out and work my ass off to earn those money for myself to spend.

No wonder adults said that working life is no fun, especially you are working in a sector that you don't really enjoy.

Okay, I should have my rest now and I miss wjin a lot. How I wish I could go out with him all the time and not just working. Though, we are able to see each other most of the time already.

Haha, I'm not making any sense here. Goodnight folks! Or should I say good morning? :D

I'm finally an Ikea friends member!

2010-10-07T13:17:00.002+08:00

Yes, I've finally became Ikea friends member. :) I headed to Ikea last Sunday with wjin, sisters and wjin's friend Jimmy. Thanks Jimmy for borrowing a lorry from his father friend or something, to help us with the delivery. And of course, baby wjin for helping us to fix up the bookcase and the table. Without him, I guess I won't be able to fix it.

It's good to have such boyfriend, hehe! Love ya! :D

Then, my sister's room (also our study room) has been in a mess ever since. I've been trying to pack it okay! haha. It's almost done already. :)

Anyway, headed to town on Monday. Went to watch detective dee with wjin at cineleisure. The movie is really good, those who haven't catch the movie should go catch it now. If not, you will regret. I like andy lau's acting in this show :) Thumbs up!

However, it's a wrong choice to go town for the movie, cause ended up, we headed to vivo for shopping session! Haha. See, I should have decided to go vivo in the beginning and we won't have to travel around.

Bought a top from F21, it's something like baby doll dress but my sisters concluded that it's aunty! :( Made me quite sad for a while till wjin said it looks great on me. Haha, I know he is trying to be nice only but then, I'm still happy to hear that it's nice on me :D I shall wear it for Miss Lim's wedding day.

Then, we headed to ESPRIT and bought my wallet plus couple tee! Whoos! I guess it's kinda rare for us to be able to get couple tee but no doubt, we still manage to get it. Can see that wjin's is happy too! :D

Okay, I haven't been studying these few days after falling sick + buying of furniture. Kinda guilty now, oops! I shall go study a bit before meeting wjin :D

The arrival of pay day!

2010-09-30T10:30:00.002+08:00

Yes, pay day is here and I just received my pay from both my tuition and pepper lunch! Isn't it great to be able to splurge on a little things that I like :)

Things have been pretty fine recently, no big issues happening. Life is plain and average and I began to love my life being average. Too exciting life is tiring to maintain it and sometimes the surprises that pop out might scare you till death.

I'm suppose to study right now but I got a little lazy and came to blog instead :P I shall keep it short before going back to books. Tee Hee.

Miss Lim is getting married soon, next sunday. I'm wondering if any 2A'07 peeps or the nikar have bought any gift for her? :/ Well, I'm kinda looking forward to her wedding and this is the second church wedding that I've attended.

I'm going to meet wjin for lunch later on. Hoho, finally, pepper steak and salmon and chicken! I've been craving for it quite long. Then, going to get something from body shop and watsons!

Okay, I shall go back to studies already. My blog seems to be illogical.

Ciao~

Doing notes is no fun

2010-09-24T00:20:00.002+08:00

All the notes doing and reading up textbooks make me feel like a secondary school student preparing my O level. :(

The Body Shop is having sales till 3rd of October. I'll have money to buy it by then. Yes!

Okay, back to books.

Studying, at last.

2010-09-23T11:23:00.002+08:00

I feel that I'm back to secondary school days, when I'm doing up notes for History. The feeling is so familar yet strange. It seems that I'm back to student again though I've been school-less for quite a few months.

Well, yesterday marked the 6th month I've been together with wjin. Time flies, I must say. Haha. Soon, I'm going to start school and that will be a challenge for us to keep our relationship as close as now. But I'm sure everything is going to be alright, yeah ben ben? Hehe. Thanks for pampering me with your love, care and concern. :)

So, I'm back to the study-more-work-lesser Pei Si. Though my working place requires us to work more as there are 2 more outlets opening on 1 Oct. Well, shall see how again and replan my schedule. I've finally finish reading "Not my Daughter" and feel kinda sad. It's the same feeling you will get when you complete a drama after sleeping late for everynight.

Headed to Ikea yesterday with younger sister and wjin. Went to catch out the table and the bookcase that I wanted to buy with my sister. Seems that everything is quite alright and both of us agreed to purchase the items. The only problem for now is how do we transport it back? :/ I'm thinking of taxi but I doubt the table top is able to fit in the taxi.

Shall solve the problem comes to the day when I want to buy them back. The problem i need to solve now is where should I pack my stuff that I've stuff them into my drawers?

Okay, I shall get back to books and stop using the net already. I'm meeting wjin for dinner later. :D

Down, after so long

2010-09-21T20:43:00.002+08:00

I'm down with flu and sore throat. In the end, I had an early leave from work today. I popped in a medicine and took a nap. Feeling much more better but the post-effect is there, I'm feeling drowsy and weak.

On a lighter note, I went lot 1 with sisters for dinner. Didn't eat much, just drink some fish soup with elder sis. Headed to the library to borrow some books then to the popular. Lastly, we went to replenish our stocks at home.

I'm kinda happy that pay is coming in next week. I'm going to hit the town to get a couple of things, like tops and a decent bag. Furthermore, I want to get a couple of books from the bookstore too :(

I'm going to IKEA after tuition tomorrow with wjin and youger sister. Gonna eat the chicken wings too :D Hoho, plus the poached salmon and the meatballs. Yum Yum!

I'm planning a getaway to Kuala Lumpur by airplanes but the website of jet stars of tiger airway seems complicated :O Hmmm, I just hope that I can have a short holiday before school starts in January next year :)

Speaking of school, I'm going back to study so soon :) I'm looking forward to it but i'm sad at the same time. Happy as I'm going back to study after for so long! With all the new friends, camps, muggings, PW etc. It's like, I'm finally going to be a student again! :D

While the sad part is I can no longer meet wjin whenever I want. You know, we see each other almost everyday! (due to working, dating) I'm worried that I won't be coping well without him around with me. :( Nonetheless, I'm going to study hard for this 2 years and proceed to uni after that.

There won't be any other path for me! :) I'm waiting for wjin to clock out from work and reach my house :) Yay, his staying over tonight and we can have a wonderful time chit chatting till I fall asleep.

This post seems to be too draggy and I'm going to end it at here.

It's time for me to do some planning already. Ciao~

Once in a month

2010-09-21T01:02:00.002+08:00

You know, women will have their period once in their month. And, I hate that period of time as it's usually tough for me to get through it. Besides throwing tantrums, I'll have mood swing, get frustrated easily, emotional unstable, I still have to endure cramps.

That's the part where I hate it the most, the CRAMPS! It's like super annoying and could really want your life when it occurs. The heavy flow of first three days also make me feel uncomfortable, especially after work today. :/

Now, I'm having a mild sore throat and it's kinda irritating. It doesn't hurt much but I just don't feel good, you see.

Night.

Nothing beats reading a nice book on your sofa

2010-09-19T23:55:00.003+08:00

Yes, I'm in the midst of finishing "Not my daughter". The book is awesome and I love it totally! It has been long since I'm dying to complete a book :) I guess this is the book that I must complete, no matter what.

So, I headed to town today with wjin, wjin's sister and aunty doreen ( who is wjin's mother) We caught a movie, Alpha and Omega in Lido cinema. It was my virgin trip to Lido and it's pretty old and bit of scary to me. But I kinda like the vintage feeling that it has, like having posters of old/past movies hanging on the wall. Sadly, it's going to close for renovation soon.

We bought the tickets and went to walk around first since the show starts at 4.10pm. We headed to Isetan and went to take a look. I conclude that the stuff there is kinda expensive and other supermarket offers better price. Only those Japanese stuff, like the instant noodle and stuff worth that price?

Headed to ION next to eat the takoyaki balls that I love :) Well, it's still not as nice as the one I ate first time but it's still so much better than other stores out there. But I got scalded by it and didn't really enjoy eating the rest.

Hehe, went to takashimaya and tried the mooncakes. Wow, there is a huge crowd over there. I bought a snow skin chocolate flavour mooncake for my dearest sister. Had Marche for dinner and it's nice :) Hehe.

Took the train home and I did some simple exercise at home, hope that it does help to shed off some fats. I'm going to stick on to the diet that I've planned for myself. I had a great bath and I put on a mask. I feel great now. Haha.

I shall call my darling now, if not he will die of emo-ing. Haha. I shall rest early as well, since I'm working from 12 to 10 pm tomorrow. Wow, what a great day to start a week. Goodnight, to those who are still awake.

Health

2010-09-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

I think I'm not in the pink of health :( My heart keeps on experiencing on/off pain (though it's not very painful) However, I'm scared and worried that my body might have some problems or illness. I'm planning to go for a full body check-up or at least body check-up to see if I'm okay or not. I'm just worried.

Well, I'm very tired after working these two days. I think I'm getting older by days and I got tired very easily. I'm going to cut short the number of days I'm working, spend more time studying and getting my health back on track. I think all those junk food and irregular sleeping hours had tired out my body :(

On the other side, I simply love the yogurt from -18 degrees, a new shop in IMM. Their yogurts come in 4 different flavours and I love apple, peach flavour. I'm going to sleep early tonight and wake up earlier for a jog i think.

I want to shed those fats and the spare tyres that I got and fit into those clothes that I dream to fit in. I'm seriously going to lose weight for fashion and for my own health :)

Oh ya, there isn't any train service from bukit batok to jurong east for today and tomorrow. Hence 188 is super packed for the reason you know and I hate it totally. In the end, after we missed 4 buses of 188, we decided to go wjin's house to take 187. The plan failed too as 187 is fully packed us week.

I'm dozing off soon but waiting for wjin's call.

Lalala, tomorrow will be a better day :)

Morning greetings :)

2010-09-16T23:11:00.002+08:00

I did my first morning greetings this morning in pepper lunch. Finally :) Haha. It's pretty simple and easy but that makes us really look like a Japanese fast food restaurant, with all the greetings! :)

Today was an easy day for me, considering that I didn't do any opening nor closing. They even grant my permission of going home an hour earlier as they have enough staff. How rare? Haha. We went to Jurong Point to look for Aunty Doreen and had our dinner together.

We settled at Lai Lai for dinner and I ate the usual, the beef noodle with the fried beancurd. Wjin ate the rice though and he looked extremely tired while eating. Poor baby, he didn't sleep well for the past few nights :(

But it's okay now, as his beside me, sleeping like a log. Hehe. I bet he will be angry when he read this post :P It's good that he sleeps more lah, better than not enough sleep and starts to fall sick.

I wanted to change my wallet. However, I just can't find the ideal wallet that match all my needs. It must be a long wallet, with more than 8 card slots and will be good if it's thick enough for me to stuff my receipts and things inside. Sigh, I guess I just have to wait for it to appear magically and I'll buy it on the spot.

And, I really want to get a new bag. But it seems meaningless to have a nice bag without clothes to go with it :/ So, I think I'll need to get a few nice looking tops and dresses. On a brighter side, I manage to stick to a slightly healthier diet by avoiding the fried food, like Shi-lin :)

The urge of shopping is getting stronger these days, hope that I can control my temptation to shop :/ I want to save some money for school next year.

2010-09-16T00:22:00.002+08:00

I like...
1. to buy pouch and I've no idea why. I just can't bear not to buy cute pouch from department store.
2. to eat chocolate though it's causing me to gain lots of fats.
3. to go shopping. Especially when I'm slightly richer than usual.
4. to eat Ikea chicken wings, meatballs and poached salmon.
5. to eat good food.
6. hang out with wjin <3
7. body shop's stuff. Like the shampoo and more.
8. 22nd and 30th of each month, they are special to me.
9. to read. I can stay at home for the whole day just to read a good book.
10. green apple red tea and milk tea, both without pearls.
11. to eat the toast from xinwang cafe.

Hoho, blogging about ikea's foods make me hungry :( Oh no, I must lead a healthy diet from now onwards. I don't want to die of early age nor die of chronic diseases(that's terrible)

I want to buy a new camera. However it seems to be redundant when I already have 1 at home already. I should have get one during the IT fair with all those good offers and stuff. Well, I just have the urge to blog, that explains the double post up here. Hehe.

Okay, I shall turn in now. Night.

I admit, I'm fickle-minded

2010-09-15T23:36:00.002+08:00

Yes! I'm fickle-minded, haha! I'm back to blogger again! Other host site just can't satisfy my blogging needs? Haha. I shall do a brief update about these few months.

I've been working non-stop recently, like about 5-6days per week? Of course, wjin is working with me too! Haha. I think I will take a slightly longer break after this month of working non-stop. I'm going to start planning my time table for studying, working and dating :D

My reason for working so much this month as I want to get my furniture from IKEA! :) The new study table and new bookcase will definitely motivate me to study :D Maybe, if I have enough cash to spare, I'll get myself a new pair of sport shoes too.

I need to start going to gym again and jogging too! I've been gaining too much fats recently :( All thanks to pepper rice, deep fried food and fast food. I want to buy lots of new dresses, tops, tees and revamp my whole wardrobe.

Ho ho! I'm working 11am to 5pm tomorrow and I'm loving it! As I'm not going to do any opening nor closing and I didn't ask them for this type of schedule. Shall plan again what to do tomorrow with wjin.

Okay, I guess this post should be long enough to be a welcome post. Hehe

2010-08-05T00:10:00.000+08:00

Shifted to: http://thlastwhisper.tumblr.com

2010-08-02T09:54:00.002+08:00

Surprisingly, I woke up early despite the fact that I slept late. I wonder why? Haha. Cause usually, the alarm can't wake me up. However, today, I woke up without the aid of alarm. Haha.

I'm waiting for wjin to come over to my house, have our breakfast together :) Hehe. So, I'm kinda bored and decided to do some updates.

Work yesterday was fun as many people working :D It has been long time since it was that fun to work. Sadly, yesterday was mag last day at pepper lunch :( Then soon, it will be hunny, kengleng. Just hope that work is bearable after that though I know wjin will always be there to accompany me during work :D

I manage to finish my closing on time and wjin accompanied me home, as usual. I like the time when he sent me home after work. Where we will start to joke and chat about things around us, our family etc. It's sorta a bonding time for us to move our relationship to another stage, I suppose.

My sister bought a new wallet from Charles and Keith. It is beautiful. The combination of red and gold. Very nice, very royalty. But sadly, it wasn't a long wallet, if not, I'm surely tempted to buy.

So now, I got back my dorothy perkins wallet that my sister previously took and use. But it's a bit chui already. The wallet is having cracks due to the expansion.(She stuff a lot of cards and nonsense into the wallet)

Since I just change to my F21 wallet, I shall still keep on using it first. It's nice, no doubt. The colour is unique and one-of-a-kind but i find it a little too small for me to keep all my cards :/ It will be better if it was bigger.

I still can't find my dream wallet. I wonder when and where it wil appear. I have 2 super ultra big pimples on my forehead and it's aching. Yesterday, one of the pimples exploded and left me in a pool of blood. (Okay, I'm being too over.) I think it's sign of heaty and i should cut down the amount of heaty food I ate.

Speaking of food. I should cut down the amount of good food that I ate recently. Cause, I've gained weight, sadly. I'm kinda sad that the growth of my body is so obvious that the rest could see. Next, is because I've been spending too much money on food! Like seriously. I spent almost 100 bucks on food alone for the past week. See?

Okay, I shall do my work and stop rotting in front of the computer. Ciao!

Settler's Cafe

2010-07-31T23:34:00.002+08:00

So, we went to settler's cafe today with 8 people in total(but yongkian left early :O) It's kinda fun and enjoyable to hang out with nikarians and play some board games. I guess you will never be too old to play board games :)

However, I find that the smu outlet is better than the north canal outlet. I just find the north canal outlet is kinda creepy. Had dinner at pizza hut with zhenyi and shaotao and I swear not to go there and eat.

Okay, I'm kinda tired, not really in the mood to blog. Till the day when I've the feel to blog, I will blog more.

Oh, pay is here :) That makes me feel good and shiok shiok! hehe.

I shall go back to textbooks. Ciao!

2010-07-30T23:19:00.002+08:00

I realized I'm getting lazier and lazier to blog about my stuff. Not a very good sign though as it shows that I've became lazy! :( Oh no!

I shall blog about today to prove to myself that I've not turn too lazy. I woke up early in the morning and realized the sky was dark and raining quite heavily. I lazed on my bed for a while for getting it up and took a bath. I feel great after a bath early in the morning. Then, I packed my table, threw away rubbish and unwanted stuff and began with my Mathematics.

It's a bit tough for me to do Maths early in the morning as I can't really concentrate well. But, I've managed to do some sums before wjin came over to look for me for breakfast :)

Then, we met yinghui at the bus stop and headed to jurong point to have a late lunch. It was sort of a make up birthday treat for yinghui as I didn't manage to celebrate on her special day. Went back to Kranji to attend the investiture and I had a great time laughing at Frenchxaphone video. Boy, it was funny.

Didn't went for the movie in the end as I wasn't feeling too good to catch a show. Instead, I went to mac and had a great chat with yinghui. It's always good to have girlfriends like her around. I can gossip about anything and everything. I don't have to worry that she will betray or backstab me :D

Okay, I guess I've shown the effort of blogging. Not much exciting stuff for me to blog except for the fact that I'm waiting for my pay anxiously. :/ I want to go overseas badly and I hope that this sudden urge will die off soon and quick.

I shall end my day with a few maths sums and I'm done for today. Meeting up with Nikar tomorrow. Can't wait for the Yum Cha session with wjin on monday :D

Updates

2010-07-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

Well, I've no idea what to blog recently since my life is kinda boring. Not much of excitement, at all. Just eat, work, bath and sleep, the cycle will continue on and on. Just that once I'm having off days, I will usually go out with wjin and have good food/ enjoyment that resulted in the fats I'm gaining on my body.

I've changed to four working days and three rest days from this week onwards and it will continue till I start my school. Reason being I need to get back the feel to study and I need to pack my table, wardrobe etc. Everything seems to be in a mess :/

I'm busy with the teacher's day celebration alumni sector. I feel so busy that I feel like giving up. I wonder where has my never say die spirit went? Maybe it died on the same day when I graduated from Kranji.

Well, I easily irritated and pissed off recently. I wonder is it because my period is coming or I'm under stress. I've no idea at all and I totally don't feel like working at all. Thanks wjin for tolerating my weird behaviour. Doing opening tomorrow.

Sigh.

Fun

2010-07-22T00:42:00.002+08:00

Today is so damn fun! :D Thanks wjin for all the treats today and refuse to accept my money whenever I want to pay for the stuff. Double thumbs up for you for being such a thoughtful boyfriend.

Okay, we start off the day by going to Singapore flyer for Poepye chicken. Yum Yum, it was delicious. Seriously, the chicken just taste different and the fries is nice too. Just that we were overwhelmed with the amount of fries they served us and kinda disgusted by it. Oops!

Then after the branch, wjin suggested to take the flyer since we were at that area already. So we went to check out the prices before making any decision. Turns out to be that they still have the student promotion. Which is $10 for a ticket! :) It's so much cheaper than $20++ per ticket for the adult. So, if you still have a valid student pass, why not, go take a ride :)

So, we purchase the tickets and considering what time to take the ride, since the ticket is valid for the whole day.(but of course, 1 ride only) Our original plan of heading to marina is to view the garden festival, so we decided to take the flyer at night:) Furthermore, the view is so much nicer in the night rather than in the afternoon.

We headed back to Suntec City for the Garden Festival. I must say that I'm amazed by the creators creativity and imagination. The flowers are presented in various unique ways that I've never thought of it. Congratulation to all the winners. And the Garden Festival reminds me of the comics, Zig Zag that I like a lot. I just keep on re-reading it, though I've completed long time ago. The comics is also about flowers. How the main lead pursue his dream, how he loves the flowers and of course, those parts about creating bouquets etc.

As the both of us are really tired of walking around (Fyi, we walked a long journey to Singapore flyer from city hall mrt station, both of us didn't know that circle line will be nearer.) and our legs are damn tired and sour, we conclude that we need a rest badly. I wanted to drink hot chocolate but turns out to be marina square doesn't have any coffee beans :O So we settled in Anderson ice-cream store as I've been wanting to try their ice-cream for ages.

We ordered a hot waffle with chocolate chip ice-cream. It taste marvellous! The waffle is hot and crispy, smells very tempting and it goes very well with the maple syrup and the ice-cream. Both of us love it to the max.

Settled our dinner at Sukiya as I've cravings for steamboat. Yum Yum! Hehe, I really like the atmosphere and food over at Sukiya. Didn't take much of the photo since I'm busy eating the food. Me like the kimchi soup base, it's delicious and not too spicy for me. But since my poor wjin is afraid of spicy, he didn't take much from that soup base. :O

So we walked around before heading back to the Singapore flyer and had our ride. Well, it's the virgin ride for the both of us. It's pretty cool to see the whole Singapore when you are in the capsule. Plus there will be an announcement telling you that you are the the highest point. The scenery is beautiful. Way more than words can describe. But be prepare to take the rides with *ahem* people. Wjin will know who and what I'm referring to.

Okay, it's late now and I gotta catch some sleep. Going to swim later on. Wheee! Finally.Pray hard the weather will be fine. Ciao.

Happy 4th month.

Really

2010-07-19T00:17:00.003+08:00

I really want to go swim badly :( I've planned everything already just that I'm worried that the weather will spoil everything!

Just look at the weather! Fine, then sudden big rain, it turns sunny and start to rain again. It seems like weather is having PMS too ( I know it's due to global warming, dude.) How how how? I'll be disappointed if I can't go swimming next week. So people, let's pray hard together :) That it will be a good day for swimming this coming thursday :) Yeah, pray with me.

I went to IKEA yesterday with wjin and ysis. It's great to go Ikea cause I sorta have craving for their chicken wings and ysis haven't been to Ikea once. So, ta dah, here we were, in the Ikea. My sis is amazed by lots of things in Ikea, just like a small kid going to a big playground. Seriously!

And we have promised to ourselves to get the billy bookcase that I've laid my eyes on since march. See, I yet to get the bookcase though months have past. Argh! I need to get my wishes fulfilled!

After that, we went to Jurong Point to take a walk. As usual, went to art box, stationary island etc. We wanted to have some cake in bakerzin before heading home. Sadly, it turns out to be that most of the cake are sold out. Only left with a few weird flavour cake. In the end we went to coffe bean instead. We had a double chocolate and warm chocolate cake. The cake is nice, not very sweet like other cake selling outside.

I want to get that cash planner in stationary island. But I'm worried that it's a waste of money as I might just use for a couple of times and throw it at the side. The feeling of getting it is really strong. I shall give a serious thought about it. Ho ho ho!

I'm working 12pm to 10pm later on and I can't sleep. :/ I wonder is it because of too much sleep I had yesterday. Argh! I don't want to be a zombie at work later on. Booo! Okay, I love the new tool that I've used for the above. I bet you must be jealous :P

I love talking to wjin on phone :) Whee~

2010-07-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored that I actually blog three times a day. :O

The night crowd is kinda scary as they came in all at one shot. I'm almost dead after clearing the crowd and my throat is kinda dry. As usual, I did my closing at snail's speed and keep on forgetting what to do next. Is this a sign to tell me that I'm old already? :(

And, recently, I keep on experiencing pain from the bottom left of my body.(Okay, the description sounds weird) I wonder what's happening to me :/ I'm kinda worried as the pain is like on-off pain but never leave me.I guess it's time for me to do some check-up etc. I don't want something bad to happen to me(choy ah!)

I'm going to fly kite this sunday. That could probably be the highlight of the week :O I'm going to start my 4 working days and 3 study days plan once after next week. Perhaps by doing so, I won't ended up being so tired everyday and being sick so easily.

Okay, time for me to have my rest. I'm just flooding my blog with posts. Whatever.

Break

2010-07-16T15:50:00.003+08:00

I'm having my break time now, at pepper lunch. Ho ho, I manage to use the network to blog, for this boring 2 hours break. :) Well, wjin is damn sweet today, by bringing his home-made lunch for me :D I swear it's damn nice and of course, sweet. It has been ages since I last ate home cooked food. (Ever since I start working in pepper lunch, of course)

Well, I didn't manage to blog much in the previous post, since I was rushing for time. I've bought a new swim suite yesterday, after work. I bought it at world of sports since they are having sales. Well, I've craving for swimming these few days :D And wjin is being very nice(as usual) and he sponsered part of the swim suite. :D

And, as for the tutor job that I've got, I'm kinda excited for it. Since it will be the first time when I will have a student, calling me Miss Teo/ Miss Karen etc. I hope that I won't be teaching him too "chim" things, if not, he will ended up being confused and hate chinese. (Somethings that I will not want it to happen) Hoho, and the pay is so much better in pepper lunch. Almost 3 times as much as here. Just imagine if I've 5 to 6 tuition at a same time. I can jolly well quit working at pepperlunch.

Okay, the excitement of blogging at pepperlunch sort of die off already. I'm bored once again.

P.S, I love Goma ice-cream.

Despicable

2010-07-16T10:18:00.002+08:00

Yes, I've finally watch Despicable Me! O-M-G! It's super nice!(Trying to sound like a bimbo over here!) Agnes is so cute with the line in the movie, :It's so fluffy, I'm gonna die. Hehe. I love the Minions. They are too cute to resist too. I'm so gonna get them when they are out(or are they out already?)

The triple date is alright. Pretty fun. Lots of laughter. Just Acia is nice! :D

Anyway, these few days are pretty boring as I'm working as much as I can. Pay cut day is coming so if I want to have a slightly better life next week, I better be hardworking. Like later on, working from 12 to 10pm. Long day but I'm the cashier today, so, not so bad.

Well, lots of people quitting pepperlunch already. Like hunny, who wants to concentrate in her examination and Kengleng/Brian, who are going for army. Sad, lots of people leaving, pepperlunch will be boring already. :/

Oh! By the way, I finally got a tutor job! Hehe. Coaching a P2 boy for chinese. Well, kinda excited for it and hopefully he is a good boy and listen to me. If not I will be damn fierce. Haha.

Alright, I gonna prepare for work already. Goodbye people.

Drop.

2010-07-12T17:08:00.002+08:00

I've drop the idea of looking for a full time job. No doubt the pay is so much higher than what I am earning now but I guess I ought to spend more time to practice my maths and read up. It's really scary that 2010 going to end soon (Though I deperately wanted it to end.)

So, if I get a new full time job, I will not have enough time to study, hanging out with friends, accompany family and wjin etc. Well, choices have consequences. Nothing much for today just that working is surprisingly relax.

There isn't any big crowd nor long queue. How rare? :X But this also mean that the people who come in constantly. Working full shift tomorrow and I hope that I will survive as I'm doing service for tomorrow night. It has been ages since I last do service staff.

I'm bored and I'm reading newspaper while waiting for wjin to finish him exam paper. I hope that he doesn't have any panick attack and faint during the examination(Choy!) I have idea where to celebrate zhenyi's and yongkian's birthday already. Yay.

Okay, I shall get back to the newspaper already. I'm hungry already :(

Flu

2010-07-11T23:23:00.002+08:00

I'm down with flu again. Yes, again! I think it's due to the weather + lack of water. I feel sorry for not able to turn up for work today. I've no idea who have I harm this time round. So sorry.

Love came over for a visit and study just now. I can see that he is worried and kinda angry at me for not taking care of myself :P Sorry. I manage to read a bit of the history textbook before dozing off.

Well, I'm gonna sleep soon, if not, I'll be ill for tomorrow again. Some shit thing that I will not want it to happen, of course.

Looking at the photographs of the fellow bandies performance at onefullerton make me sad. How I wish during my batch have such opportunity to perform in the public. :/ Sigh, I guess it's always like that in life. I really miss those time in band, in horn, in drummajor. Sadly, time can't rewind and looking back makes me feel like a loser.

Roar! Good things will just appear and pass. Seldom it will stay. I miss my life in Kranji, I miss my friends and bandies, I miss those cute teachers, I miss the canteen food. I miss sir. I miss band.

I'm afraid to return to band. I hate the feeling for not being part of them. I hate the feeling that they no longer need me. I hate the feeling that juniors treat me like alien and I treat them as stranger. I hate the feeling that sir and teachers will no longer depend on me to lead the band. I hate the feeling that nobody give a shit about me when I return to band.

Call me power hungry or whatever shit not, i don't give a damn. I seriously miss 2009 as I think 2010 has ill treat me since the start( 2010 has only be good to me once, for letting me to meet wjin.)

I think I'm a bit crazy now. Flu virus has attack my brain, I suppose (it's a joke, don't worry)

I hate working but I've no choice since I need to keep myself alive. No work, no pay, dead peisi. Working life isn't fun. I miss school life. I want to get back to school. I want my life back to normal again.

Sigh, I'm feeling grumpy yet so good. I guess it's good to let out some bad air and inhale fresh one.

Doing opening tomorrow, I shall take my rest.

Moody

2010-07-09T00:08:00.001+08:00

Am feeling rather moody today. I hate it totally as i seems to be unreasonable.

Dream

2010-07-07T10:15:00.002+08:00

1.Dream Room
I always wanted to have my own room and decorate it. If I have my own room, I'm going to paint the wall pale yellow. Have a study table in the room, a bookself to put my books, a dressing table with full body mirror. I'll put all my beauty product on the dressing table and maybe a few earrings and necklaces.

Then I will have my own wardrobe. Putting all the clothes that I will be wearing (FYI, my current wardrobe has lots of clothes that I'm not wearing already) keep the rest of the barang barang neatly in the wardrobe.

Then at a corner will have a coffee table and a single seater chair/sofa or whatever you call that. So that I can sit down there and enjoy a nice book. Have a cup of nice coffee or hot chocolate.

Then on my bed will have some stitch/ giraffe soft toys. So I can hug them to sleep everynight. Yeah man. I always wanted to have something like that. Oh man. But the dream is sort of impossible to fulfill unless my elder sister get married soon :/

2. Saving
Yes, I need to have a decent saving from this month onwards. I realise that next year onwards, I'm unable to continue to work already(unless I want to spend 3 years in JC -.-) So, I need to have some saving to keep my surviving in this world.

3. Japan trip.
Like seriously, I want to go Japan badly. To eat the super duper nice ramen, see beautiful flowers, buy the bai se lian ren biscuit from there. Most importantly, shopping!!! And visit disneyland to play and buy stitch stuff. :D

4. Get a scholarship to university
I know this is super hard. But I'm gonna give in my best shot during the next 2 years in JC and try my best to get it. So that I can save my money to get myself the things that I yearn and not use them to clear my study loan.

Okay, the rest, I'll keep it private already, hehe. But I do have plans for the future already, if nothing goes wrong.

Tee Hee.

Happy

2010-07-06T23:29:00.002+08:00

I'm a happy girl cause I got myself a new wallet and a doting boyfriend! My brand new wallet is from F21, a silver wallet. Whee! (Okay, I've no idea why I choose this photo, I think because we looked cute!)

Headed to town this afternoon with love to hunt for a new wallet. We ate damn nice takoyaki at ION orchard. The skin is very crispy and the filling is good! It's quite cheap too, $4.80 for 6 takoyaki balls. Consider the fact that those tako shop in shopping malls are selling them at $2.50 for 3. And it's not very nice too :/

Went to Mango, River Island but didn't see any nice wallet. But River Island got nice bag :) Hmmm, perhaps I will save some money of mine to get them for next month. Hehe. Walked around the whole Orchard with love :)

Then we walked to 313 for F21. I like the wallet that I saw. The silver wallet. It's like glowing in my eyes. Bought the wallet and settled our lunch in KFC. Took the train back to the west as I didn't want to spend too much time in the town.

Trained back to Jurong Point and had dinner with Aunty Dorren :) Ate Indian food and had delicious Naan! After the dinner, went to have dessert. :( There goes my diet plan. Sigh. I don't know when I can finally reduce the fats from my body! Argh!

Went to Kiddy Palace to look for toys. Hehe. I know, like small little kid. :P Then, love and I accompanied Aunty Dorren home before heading home.

Hehe, I saw this poster of despicable me:
look closely, the middle one.
Hahahahah! Doesn't the middle one look like Lim Wan Jin? Haha. I laughed my ass off when I saw it man! Isn't it as cute as my baby boy? Hehe.

Okay, it's 1.33am. I think it's time for me to get my beauty sleep already. Going to help love to distribute flyers tomorrow. Then it's studying time for the both of us. Okay, my eyes lids are closing. Good night peeps.

Change

2010-07-05T22:19:00.003+08:00

Well, I've finally changed my blogsking already :D

I wanted to change it for quite sometime already but have been busy with the things around me, like catching up with friends, relatives, working, school event and dating :D Well, I must say that I've lots of fun these few days.

Let's do some rewind to last friday :)

So, that day, I met up with yinghui and we set off to our destination, Changi Airport. We headed there cause that bimbo friend of mine wanted to look for some angmoh bf :/ Ate poepye chicken! Yum Yum! Walk around and talked like we had never talk before.

Headed back to the west and settled our dinner at Yew Tee Point with my younger sister. Went back to KSS for Cultural Fiesta Night but sadly, it was cancelled due to the heavy rain. What a waste. Can totally see the disappointment on the performers faces. Especially the Secondary four. What a pity!

But on the brighter note, I met up with my classmates/ batch mate and chatted for a while. It's good, consider that we had not met for quite sometime. We even planned a class outing. Hoho, hopefully this time round will be successful. :D

Met love at Lot 1 and walked around, got myself a couple of new stationary from Popular bookstore. I always love the feeling I get when I bought new stationary from Popular. I have no idea why but I'm always motivated to study or do my homework when I bought new stationay. Hehe.

Then Saturday, met up with kenneth the botak with hunny, hoe and love. We went to Vivo to catch Knight and day. Superb is the only description that I can use to describe the movie. Headed to food republic to have our dinner. I had a plate of not-so-nice nasi lemak. Went chill for a while before going home since it's late at night already.

While kenneth, love and I travelled back by MRT, the guys are talking about army. I love to hear army tales, not say those weird weird thing they experience.

Sunday was the cousin outing! I love outing! Though it's a bit fail lah. I enjoy every single moment there. Perhaps during the decemeber holiday, the outing will be more successful. Hehe.

Recently, I'm back to book again! Well, history is a bit confusing for me :( Need to put in more effort into it! Maths is alright, pretty much okay with it. Left with Chinese for me to catch back again. I'll need to put in double effort! I don't want to struggle in JC :)

Meeting up with love later on, heading to town later on. I yearn to get a wallet that I desire. Hopefully.

2010-07-01T10:07:00.003+08:00

I had a fun day, dating with love yesterday :D

We started off with KFC breakfast since I have cravings for the twister meal. Hehe. And KFC breakfast is having promotion now, a twister meal, includes a cup of milo and hashbrown, for only $4.80. Yum Yum :D

Then, we trained down to Somerset and walked to cineleisure and bought the tickets for karate kid. :) And after we bought the tickets, we are allowed to enter already, so heng! haha. So we went in and take a seat, watch some trailers and I find the movie, Salt is not bad. Maybe going to watch that moive.

Karate Kid is quite good, just that I find it too violent for kids to punch each other in the beginning. Wow, it seems scary to me. And the evil coach seems to be acting evil characters in lots of movies. haha. No choice, he got that evil look. Muhahaha.

After the movie, we were quite indecisive of what to eat. Because I want to save money, since pay is just here. I don't want to end up like last month, which is so pathetic. :/ Though, I'm quite tempted to eat ramen. haha.

Headed to Astons in the end, not very cheap, but it's already consider cheap already. (okay, I'm contradicting myself) I had Prime Sirloin, while love ate Chargrill chicken. Headed back to cineleisure and bought the tickets for toy story 3.

Yes, 2 movies at the same day. Shiok Shiok. Cause we wanted to catch these 2 shows badly and we think that we might not have time to catch a movie on separate day. So, tadah! Smuggle in Famous Amos cookies and bought a drink.

Toy Story 3 is superb. I love every single bits of it. The ending is so touching when Andy donated all his toys to the little girl, including his woody, which he doesn't bear in the beginning. I teared at the end of the movie and love laugh at me :( Evil him! Haha.

Headed to ION and went to prologue, didn't buy anything at the end. Then went Far East to shop for a while and had our dinner there.

End our day at 313, after me going to forever 21 to take a look. I wanted to get a wallet from there at first, but after considering various factors, I dropped the idea.

I'm still looking for my dream wallet. Though I've no idea how I want my wallet to look like, I'll just have to continue to look for it. Haha, maybe one fine day, I saw a wallet, I fall in love with it and I'll buy.

Okay, I shall go out for a hair cut already, I'm going to have bangs again! Haha. I think I still suite bangs more. I look old with the side fringe.

Till then, bye people.

Oh, before I forgot,
I want to catch this too :
(If you know what movie is this (: )

2010-06-29T23:41:00.002+08:00

First of all, Happy 100 days love :D Love you forever! :D Muacks!

Hehe, okay, enough of mushy mushy already. Went to Ikea to celebrate our 100 days cause I have sudden cravings of chicken wings again! :( Hate to have cravings, seriously! Cause it will only make me fatter. I shall try to resist it!

Went home to tidy up my house after eating, since my house is kinda in a mess. So I tried to tidy the house a little, before I give up. Cooked dinner and stayed home, accompanied my xiao mei. Hoho, I shall spend more time with her, since she is feeling lonely recently!

Then, the best part of today: THE PAY IS HERE!:D Can you feel my happiness? Haha. But I'm kinda broke, after paying the bills and etc. :( Shall continue to work as much, so that I won't suffer the same whole thing for next month. :P

Okay, my E71 has been giving tiny problem recently :/ The phone will hang sometimes, when I press the menu button :( I wonder why. I guess need to send it to Nokia shop to have a look, if not the problem might get worse.

And, I've been loading fb ever since I signed in to blogger, but it can't load! Idiot. I want to sleep early tonight, cause I'm meeting love for breakfast tomorrow. I want KFC breakfast! Hehe. I shall bring my bottle out, since my throat not feeling very good.

Watching movie and eating astons for lunch. Yum Yum. hehe.

Okay, I shall continue to wait for my fb to load so that I can play my baking life.

Ciao

2010-06-28T10:31:00.002+08:00

Life seems to be the same recently,
wake up,
eat,
go to work,
have break to rest,
back to work,
reach home,
bathe,
sleep.

WOW! HOW EXCITING IS MY LIFE?! -.-

And sometimes, meet up with friends, juniors, band mates and etc. I can't wait to meet up with yinghui! Hoho. Furthermore, she is not having any lesson this friday! Oh Yes! :D

I seriously don't feel like working, when I woke up everyday but have no choice to go for work, if not, I'm doing nothing. Not studying and not working! Since I spend a lot, I need to work equally more in order to have money for me to spend.

I want to go settlers cafe to play board games and marina barrage(spell?) to fly kite. Not mentioning different movies that i wanted to catch. Hoho, see? And I've yet to include my daily expenses and transport fee.

:( So, I've got no choice but to go for work.

And my blog seems to be boring, with no tags from others and I'm lazy to blog.

Frenchxaphone outing is loved! :D

2010-06-26T01:06:00.002+08:00

So, frenchxaphone outing is kinda good today, too bad to those who didn't go in the end :P Met 12pm at lot one, as usual, daryl overslept, wenlu and I were slightly late.

Took the red line instead the green one as I'm too lazy to change train. Chatted like mad and damn loudly in the train. Reached Funan IT mall on time :D In fact, we are early! Then went in to sit first while looking at the menu.

I'm kinda disappointed when I saw the menu. The food selling there is kinda little and there isn't finger food for us to munch on while playing the game. The free flow of drink provided isn't very nice too. I think I prefer settlers cafe. However, Minds Cafe is way cheaper than Settlers Cafe. Wait, actually, settlers are cheaper(after looking through the website) damn! Shall go to settlers in the future.

I ate quite a lot today :( Feel like a pig man. Ate a chicken wrap when we just reached there and another plate of pasta during the late afternoon.

Played boardgames and some of them are brand new to me :D I enjoyed playing the last game the most, I forgot the name of the game, but it's something to do with sending your pirates to the ship. Didn't get to complete the game though :/

Nvm, I shall go back to settlers and complete it with different group of people :D Perhaps next wednesday? Since pay is going to be here already! :D

Okay, I shall go rest now, cause my feet hurt badly and I'm working tomorrow.

Ciao~

2010-06-24T23:05:00.002+08:00

I'm kinda drain out after doing opening for these two days. I guess, opening is not my cup of tea, ever since I worked in Pepper lunch. I used to do closing for days, before doing opening for once or twice. Reason being, I'm too lazy to wake up early in the morning!

Especially now, when the travelling time is even longer compare to the past and there are more things for the cashier to do, like making the drinks etc. Oh ya, back to the topic, opening. But doing opening allows me to go home earlier, since very unlikely they will put me OC.

Hmmm, perhaps I need more time to get used to it:/ Nonetheless, today is a fun day, cause lots of people are working, like my sis, love, hoe, kengleng, reina etc. :D It's super fun to work with them cause there will be lots of jokes. Sigh, but this gonna end soon, since reina, my sis, hoe starting school, keng leng going to army soon. I still have my love with me :D

Once again, I'm addicted to fb game and I wonder how long will it last? Hmmm... Perhaps, weeks later, I'll get bored and stop playing the game.

I'm surprised that I can blog this much on a boring, normal working day like this.

Pay is coming in soon, hopefully I'll be able to receive it by next tuesday. I'm getting tired already. I shall go pack my table since it's ultra messy and have an early rest for tml outing. Whee~

P.S I love my phone, a lot!

Pay is coming in, I'm going to...

2010-06-23T19:25:00.002+08:00

1) Save a sum of money
2) Clear the debt
3) Buy a bag
4) Get a couple a tee shirts
etc.

Most importantly, I'm going to save money to buy the camera :D I've decided to get LCA camera first, before getting my Diana F+ :) And LCA cost about 300 bucks :O Though it's a bit expensive, I shall still buy it. It's a passion :D I want black bird fly too :)

Omg, so many wants and little needs. Oops. Hehe. Going to work on tomorrow then frenchxaphone outing on Friday, working on Saturday, rest on Sunday. Then next Wednesday get pay! :D

Whee~

I'm a happy girl because...

2010-06-22T21:43:00.002+08:00

*Please take note, the post was meant to be post to the net yesterday, 22nd of June.

I'm a happy girl, because...

1)I've changed my phone already :D
2)Mummy is treating me Pepper Lunch tomorrow.
3)Going Ikea after my work tomorrow.
4)It's 22nd :D
5)I'm together with love for third month! :D

These five reasons are enough to keep me happy for these few days. I've travelled from Jurong Point to west mall in order to change my phone. Cause apparently, all the shops in JP doesn't have E71, white colour.

So, in the end, love and I travelled back to west mall, Hello singtel shop and get my phone. And I always thought that my phone got to top up $68. However, I was wrong. It is $0! :D Good good. Though E71 is an old model already :D

Worked from opening till 2pm. Then Mummy and love came to pepper lunch and we have lunch together. hehe. Ate wagyu beef. Yum Yum. hehe. Went to Ikea to walk walk and take away chicken wings :D Whee.

Today is a good good day! :D

Diana F+ Camera

2010-06-21T01:13:00.001+08:00

I'm kinda into holga cameras again. I've been ranting about getting a black bird fly camera during the bbq session. So, I went home and did some research and found out that Diana F+ is good too! :D

Furthermore it got flash! :D I shall set this as my target for the next month or till I got a better target. Since, my cousin bf is into cameras too :D I shall seek advice from him :D

BBQ

2010-06-21T01:05:00.002+08:00

Went to love's relatives bbq session today, to celebrate father's day. The bbq was rather fun and filled with laughter :) I had fun playing with his cousins too :D Ate durian and wasn't feeling too good now. Firstly, my throat hurts, secondly, my mouth sink, thirdly, my hand stink too :( I'm kind netural to durian.

Short post, working from 12 to closing tomorrow. I'll be doing cashier :D Whee! Something that I kinda like, cause it won't be as tiring as the others :D

Tee Hee!

I'm changing phone soon :D

2010-06-19T00:27:00.002+08:00

I have a sudden headache during work today. I think it's my body signal to me that I'm going to fall sick soon. :( I need to drink more water and sleep earlier for these few days. Plus, need to reduce the amount of fried food, beef and cookies that I eat. That's sad :(

But, on the other hand, I'm happy since pay is going to come in soon and I'm changing new phone :D OMG.
See, how chio my phone is going to be like. I wanted E72 but it's a bit expensive for me. So, i shall get it's brother, E71 instead. Or, hopefully, I'm able to get E72 at a cheaper price, since I'm starting a new line with singtel. Cross my finger.

Working at lot 1 outlet for tomorrow, or perhaps, I should say later. Life has being pretty boring since it's all filled with work and nothing else. I can't blog anything much, except for work. I'm going to take a break soon, like seriously! If not I might just turn into an emo kid who has no life. Hmmm, next friday going to be interesting, since we are having frenchxaphone outing! Seriously looking forward to it :D

I shall have my rest now, if not someone might scold me :P hehe.

Good night earthlings.

2010-06-18T00:20:00.002+08:00

Went for the food hygiene with hunny today. I almost can't wake up on time for lesson due to the fact that I did closing the night before :( But, I still manage to pull myself out of the bed, though the weather is so good for sleeping.

Met hunny at cck and trained down to newton mrt station. I was so sleepy in the class throughout the whole morning. I almost doze off in the class :O But, of course, I didn't. In fact, I manage to keep my eyes open throughout the whole course and take a short break to sleep during the tea break time :D

The theory and practical are okay :D And of course, I pass my test! :D Hehe. I feel so happy after that. Love came down to look for us and we trained back to the west side. Hunny went off to have dinner with her family while love and i headed to jpt pepper lunch :D Hehe, I've cravings for pepper lunch for quite long already.

I tried something new today, double cheese hamburger. I don't really like the cheesy taste I got when I'm kinda full. It's kinda disgusting actually.

The Grand Chef is nice :D I'm currently catching the show on Channel U :) Nice show, I like the lead actor. I couldn't rmb what other shows did he act in already :(

I'm working from 12 to 11pm tomorrow. I think after this week, i shall not work for so many days cause I'm kinda drained. I've been working everyday for this week except for sunday. I feel so tired everyday, after work. Finally, can have a day off on Sunday. I seriously need some time to wash my smelly and dirty bags plus packing my messy study table.

I shall just chiong a bit more till pay cut, then I'll work not more than 4 days for a week. If not, I'll have no time to go shopping and catch movie with love! :( Furthermore, I want to meet up with friends that I haven't been meeting for ages, like yiting, wanfen, charmaine, kahfong, amanda and etc.

Oh, i got myself a very cute stitch. :D I shall hug the stitch to sleep for every night starting from tonight.

Ciao~

Okay, i need to sleep already, working long hours tomorrow. But work kinda sian, cause love not working and I'm doing service closing.

I want ad pls :(

2010-06-16T00:44:00.002+08:00

I'm kinda sad that my blog doesn't have nuffnang ad for quite long. :( Perhaps because there is ad for a period of time when I just started to put the icon back in my blog, hence I feel sad now.

Work today was alright, just that the sudden headache before work and after work almost killed me. Fb game, baking life is fun and I just got myself hooked on the game. Isn't a good thing to do :( My eyelids are closing soon but I don't want to sleep yet.

I'm looking forward to the frenchxaphone outing on 25th. It will be fun, I'm sure as there is horn section! I feel like prawning all of a sudden. Why is it so? :/

Okay, I'm weird and this is a weird post. Me tired, go sleep now.

Zai jian

2010-06-15T12:08:00.002+08:00

Finally, the urge of shopping is coming back :) I feel like going to far east to get a bag, a clutch and some clothing. Haha, maybe not the clutch, but definitely the bag. It's nice, red, sling bag in a cute shape (meaning, not square!)

Currently uploading photographs to facebook and it kinda stop for a while :/ I got a feeling, it will show, uploading failed, try again. :O My sister has been asking me to try out the game, baking life in fb. It seems to be pretty fun. You should go try it!

I'm going to cook lunch for myself and bring it to pepper lunch to eat with love! :D

Half a year has pass, yet...

2010-06-15T00:51:00.002+08:00

As stated in my title, half a year has pass, yet I've not really fulfill what I've promised to myself. But, not bad though, cause I only have 3 goals this year round, went i lao yu sheng during chinese new year.

1. Get a bf
2. Have a rise in pay
3. GPA at least 3.8

Well, the first 2 has fulfilled, since my pay is now $0.30 more and I found a doting bf :) (See, i praise you leh, so stop bullying me by telling others I bully you! :P) I'm only unable to complete my last goal for this year.

I guess, this year is pretty good, except the fact that I'm school-less right now and working. :/ The feeling is sucky but I just have to persevere on. Just a while more, before I'm able to return to school (NP) and studying things and stuff that I have interest in (CHINESE!)

I really want to be a teacher, a good chinese teacher that is able to influnence others to love and like chinese. As what Mdm Yong has wrote in the email, hope that my 2011 will be a smoother year.

I promise, not to give up easily. Seriously!

700th! :D

2010-06-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

I'm dead beat when I returned from work today :(

I slept for 3 hours when it was meant for me to study and work hard. In the end, love came over to my house to do his work while I'm sleeping on the sofa. :P Oops! hehe. But turns out to be that I have backache and shoulder ache when I woke up :(

I'm looking forward to Frenchxaphone outing on 25th and meeting up with yinghui the bitch on 2nd of july. Ho ho, so fast, her birthday is coming already :( Need to spend money and brain cells to think of her present! And, gonna find some time to meet up with shao tao and hopefully the rest of the nikarian to pass him his birthday present and treat him!

I'm excited for end of month to approach, because I'm able to change phone, have various meet-ups and outings, 3rd month and 100 days celebration, last but not least, PAYDAY! Hoho. I've been wanting a new phone badly, plus I like business phone like the E series of Nokia.

I got a feeling that I'm going to get sick soon, cause I have been sneezing and coughing recently, seems like flu bug is gonna attack me again, or am I down with it already? I realize I've obsession of having lots of cards in my wallet.

The obsession somehow got more serious after I work at IMM as I will be dealing with different credit/debit cards everyday. :O This is bad, I feel. Like I'm weird or something. But I do enjoy having debit cards that have rebate or special deals :D Like Standard Chartered xtra saver account that has cashback and rebate on everything! :D

This is just a normal yet special post, since it's my 700th post! Wow, haha. it's kinda rare that I stayed on blogger for quite sometime :) Maybe it's time for my to try tumblr? Since more and more people is using it right now, it seems to be pretty fun.

Working from 5 to closing tomorrow. Doing cashier :) Kinda happy since no need to do sauce/ mopping and sweeping the floor! :D

Okay, I'm getting tired already, time for me to get some sleep. Ciao!

Back to work

2010-06-13T23:44:00.003+08:00

So, went back to work today. God damn, I'm so tired despite that it's not busy in lot 1 or IMM! :( Hopefully, tomorrow will be better, though I know it will not, since I'm doing cashier for the lunch crowd tml!

This week schedule not very good to me. Cause, I work from 5 till closing for most of the days (like 3 out of 5?) That's rather sad, since I put anytime and I really want to work hard for this week to earn more money. :(

I've bought the latest issue of seventeen though I'm not very rich. I love seventeen magazine ever since I started to read it last year. :D Thumbs up for seventeen magazine.

I kinda forget what I really wanted to blog in this post. LOL, and I'm chatting with wenlu on fb chat now, discussing about section outing. No, wait, Frenchxaphone outing actually. Haha. We are going to the Minds Cafe to play board games. Hopefully, people can make it for the outing:D Cause it's kind of near prelims for this year sec fours.

Oh, I remember why am I bloggin already! :D I'm going to change phone soon! My contract is going to end this month on the 22nd. So, it's time for me to change a phone and line. I'm going to change to singtel instead and getting the youth plan. I've decided to get myself E72 instead of lollipop. Mp3 instead of ipod touch.

I shall have my rest now, since I feel sleepy all of the sudden. Ciao, doing opening tml, cui! :(

Wind De Brassion 3

2010-06-13T00:47:00.002+08:00

I shall blog about WDB before I forget about the details.

Wind De Brassion 3 was a blast, seriously! I'm glad that all members and audiences enjoyed the whole performance.

Woke up quite early and prepared to go school. But due to the fact that I packed things slowly, I've done all the packing the night before. Hehe. Reached school on time and I'm kinda excited since the night before. But not as excited as the rest of the members, since this is not really about me. As in, I'm an alumni already.

Had a short lunch break, then packed our stuff and went to VCH. The journey to VCH is kinda quiet. As in, brass bus is not as hyper as before. I think maybe cause my batch people is not around anymore :(

Shared our room with trumpet this time round, despite that we have 9 people in horn. It's kinda weird since we are able to have our own room 2 years ago, when we only have 4 people in the section. Time pass rather fast for that day, everything is in fast pace. Took photograph with my digital camera as well as my polaroid.

Everyone seems to be so hyped up when I took out my beloved polaroid camera. haha.

I love Rani's solo for amercian elegy. It's super nice, one of the nicest and most touching solos that I've heard throughout my band life. Three cheers for you, Rani.

I love the audience reaction for the tribute to MJ. I know all of you love the thriller dance. I should learn how to dance it man! :( haha. A regret for me, I guess. :/

Thank you to love, sis and the nikarians that came down to support the concert. I know you guys enjoy the concert as much as me :D Thanks for the flower, jocelyn, yongkian, sis, daniel and love. haha, love you guys lots.

Concert is over, working will be next. Hopefully, i can get the relief teacher job or something. Pray hard!

Love changed his phone and line already :( So good, I also want to change! But I seriously can't decide what phone to change to. How?! :( But, I really want to change a new phone ever since my that lousy samsung slide phone died on me 1 year ago.

Ate at prata shop together with Aunty Doreen and it's nice :D hehe. Walked around and headed to love's house for a dinner as Aunty Doreen is cooking. haha. It's nice too, just that I'm quite full and didn't eat much. Stayed and watched some shows before heading home.

My whole body is aching like nobody business and my period happened to be here at the same time. Wow, how nice? Furthermore, I'm working tomorrow. As what I've said previously, I guess tomorrow work gonna be super tiring. And I'm working at lot 1 before going to IMM.

Shall have my rest now. All of a sudden, I miss KSB and love a lot :(

Band Camp 2010

2010-06-10T00:45:00.002+08:00

Well, yes, I'm back from band camp. In fact, I'm already back yesterday night as I'm way too tired to sleep in the school without my sleeping bag and long pants. (The night is freezing cold to me)

So, this year band camp, nothing much. Since I'm not the one in charge of anything and I'm doing stuff at wrong timing like people bathing time, I'm eating, they eating, I go bathe and stuff like that. Rehearsals are alright, and I seriously like the feeling to be in my section.

The feeling just get back to me, the time when I'm in the band, from a transferred student to an assistant librarian and to drum major. Everything seems to just happen yesterday. I still remember I quit Young Entrepreneurs club and join band during september in Secondary 1. The beginning was tough for me, almost too tough for me to carry on. But, luckily, I managed to hang on to it and continue my life in band.

My band life became more colourful and fun when I'm in secondary 2. When I have my own juniors to teach, when I manage to pull wenlu to join the horn section (hehe, she has been complaining about this recently) when I was appointed to be an assistant librarian. Life being assistant librarian wasn't easy for me. Cause I have no idea why, but everytime when I stepped into the band room to find scores, I will feel panic and have a strong urge to go to the toilet.

But that was the time when I start to get close to people from other section, when I get to know yinghui, a wonderful bitch that I couldn't live without in my life. It feels great to be in the band. When you are able to do display with the band, something that other batches never did it. Everything seems to be awesome, or more than awesome, minus the part that I got tons of scoldings from the majors, seniors at that time.

Band camp was so much tougher at that time, compare to now. Mac for breakfast was simply too good for the camp not forgetting the soup for supper. The food got better and better every year.

I guess, my peak period of my band life is during my drum major days. Not saying that I can't let it go lah. Because that is the time when everyone depend on me, to give instructions, to lead the band, to carry out teachers instructions. I feel great especially when I know, most of the members doesn't hate me, though some of them look damn dao when they came in.

Sigh, I guess the only regret I have in KSB is that I still can't make the breakthrough and obtain gold for SYF:/

But, watching my juniors growing from a new recruit to a leader is simply great. It's like seeing your children, grow up, and becoming an adult who can settle their stuff independently. I'm seriously very happy that batch'10 finally make the band to play seventh night for concert. It's no longer just say say only.

I remember I told the sec 4 how touched I am when the band is really able to play seventh night for concert. The song just keeps on ringing in my mind. This song is really different, at least that's what I feel lah. This song has too much memories in it already.

Finally, we are able to play it.

Okay, this post sort of got out of topic. Met Yong Kian after break camp and had pasta mania for dinner. Crapped damn lots and I couldn't believe some of the stuff that he told me :O Seriously it's omg!

Can't wait for tomorrow as it's finally a day out with love:D After like these three days, I can meet him. Then, concert this friday. Omg, I can't wait for the concert to come man, though I'm nervous at the same time.

I have yet to get my concert outfit for the event. I want flowers, people :D

Oh, I want to get hello kitty Polaroid film for this friday concert too. Gonna use damn lots of the films. :D

P.S I'm worried :(

Band camp!

2010-06-07T17:50:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling tired and sick :(

Because flu bug hit me again!! :( I'm damn tired when I went out for lunch with ♥. In the end, I'm only going to the band camp in the evening time, which is later. Going to rest for now first, if not, I doubt I'm able to play.

♥ wanted me to rest at home instead, but I can't since concert is this friday. No work for this whole week :) But it's going to be damn tired when I work again this sunday :( I want to do some shopping as I don't have much shirts but I don't have any urge to shop. I guess something is wrong with me. haha.

Oh, I bought Doughnuts from JP :D I have sudden cravings for it :P hehe. I have yet to pay my handphone bill, kept on forgetting it :/ Hopefully, I can find the bill since I have no idea where I place it.

Okay, I shall go pack and prepare my clothes and etc for the band camp already. If not, I can forget abt going to band camp today.

Fighting, Kranji Symphonic Band~

I should be sleeping now, but...

2010-06-05T02:37:00.002+08:00

Skin changed.

As what my title says, I should be sleeping now, but I just can't fall asleep. I don't know what's wrong with me :( Everytime, when it's late in the night, when my whole family is asleep, including ♥, the urge of me wanting to get back to school is stronger.

I'm worried that I'm might ended up nowhere :( That is my only worry. But I guess, somewhere out there, there will be a path for me, a path that belongs to me.

Okay, I should really get some sleep now. It's gonna be a long day afterward. I love bad romance played by KSB.

One Band, One Sound

2010-06-04T23:50:00.002+08:00

1 more week to the concert.

I'm so not prepared :/
Sigh, this is what will happen to you when you attend too little practice. :( Boo Hoo! But I miss the feeling of sitting in a band, playing with my batch mates. The feeling is sort of back when I attended the tune in and warm up session. It just feels great, when the feeling is back. :) I think I'm going to join band in the future, when I'm in polytechnic :D

I just came back from work and love bought 3 cookies for me as supper. I stink to the max, especially when I work at lot 1 today :( I shall go bathe and sleep early tonight. Having band practice from 9 till 5 and work at IMM from 6 to 11.

Wow, hopefully, i can survive the long day tomorrow :/

2010-06-04T00:58:00.003+08:00

Ying Hui smsed this when i'm working today " Saw a rainbow and thought of you" I didn't get to see this message at the very moment because I put my phone in the locket. I smiled immediately when I saw the sms though I'm very tired.

I know I sort of drift away from my secondary school friends, especially the close ones like nikar ever since I start to work. I spend more time with my new friends that i know in PL, more time with my boyfriend and more time to work.

Sometimes, I just feel tired for trying to balance everything like work, love, family and school. Plus I'm not schooling now. Sometimes I just feel embarrass standing in front of my friends, chatting with them. Cause most of them are in good junior colleges, in polytechnics, studying. While I'm working and waiting for polytechnics to take me in. The feeling is just different.

As I was saying about the message, she never fails to be at my side whenever I'm feeling down during the good old days. Be it during band, during classes or other friendship problems. We seldom or in fact never quarrel before :D

We gossiped about the people, complained about how life sucks and mistreat us etc. I can talk to her about anything and everything. I never feel uneasy or awkward when I'm with her, no matter how long we didn't meet up.

She never fails to entertain me with her stupid yet hilarious jokes, stupid and dumb comments. Without her, I think my life will be quite boring:) She is someone that i call true friend. Never ask for anything in return, just giving in all she can. I feel great everytime I received random sms from her. She even named my unborn children (not 1 but 2) to add on colours to her life. haha.

I seriously miss her a lot during these months. We used to be so close in the past, now, due to the different path we are taking, we have to be apart:( Never mind, cause we are trying our best to meet up every now and then.

Thank you yinghui for appearing in my life. I treasure our friendship a lot.

2010-06-04T00:40:00.002+08:00

Returned from work :) Now waiting for my hair to dry so decided to update this blog for a while :D Was quite tired and drained from work today, maybe it's due to the on-off headache that I'm having and it has been quite long since I worked long hours.

Love went to buy panodol, herbal tea and mentos for me, how rare for him to buy sweet for me :D haha. Headache disappeared and never return after I took the medicine. Gonna head back to band tomorrow and hopefully i will have a horn to practice. If not, it's kinda a waste of time for me to return all the way back to school, sit down there to look at the juniors to practice :/

Need to rush down to work at 6pm afterward, but luckily I'm working at lot 1 outlet tml :D I wonder who will be working during the night shift. I won't be seeing Aunty Mary though, since she worked till 5pm during weekdays :(

Saturday will be returning to band then work. Full day of work on sunday. I doubt I will have spare time to blog for next week. I'm seriously afraid that I will ruin the concert :( By the rate I'm improving and getting myself back to the mood.

I shall work harder during the camp!

It's just a dream

2010-06-03T09:26:00.002+08:00

Aloha!

Surprisingly I'm able to wake up at such timing to blog. hahaha. Though I slept for 9 hours or more already, I still feel tired :( I wanted to sleep more but I'm working later you see, so doesn't really have this privilege to sleep all i want.

So the steamboat on monday is great :D I didn't know the shop provide fried chicken and zha man tou too. Had a really full dinner and we headed home after that, since all of us are kinda tired. Cause love and I worked at jpt previously and the crowd is scary, seriously.

Went back to band on tuesday and tried Overture No. 2, feel damn sad afterward cause I'm unable to play much of the song. Still very unstable. Need to brush up everything by tml and sat, since concert is next week!!!

Nothing much to update for yesterday, went to work and lot 1 after that with love, wanting to do some shopping at cotton on. But in the end, didn't buy anything, except for 2 tube for my low cut tees. I want to go shopping desperately but next week, i've band camp from monday-wednesday, then friday is the concert, sunday i will be working.

Hopefully, I'm able to go out on thursday with love to bugis to do some shopping! Or maybe far east :D And prologue too!

I shall work even harder after my band concert! Promise to myself!

I dream about I'm being enrolled to NP with the course I want. But, it's just a dream...

My dream came true because of you :)

2010-05-31T00:19:00.002+08:00

Went out just now to celebrate love's dad birthday :D haha. Went for zhi char at the usual place and ate damn lots of good food. But sadly, my ulchers stop me from eating them :( Didn't really eat as much.

Got uncle a bottle :D Hope that he will like it :D Went back to the house to cut cake and view photographs. I should also start to develop the photographs that I have before it start to go missing :/

Bought pet food for the rabbit too! Hehe, the biscuits smell nice and i'm quite tempted to bite it. :P The rabbit love the biscuit too. Keep on eating it! I enjoy feeding her :D I want to keep a dog next time. Or maybe rabbit :)

Turns out to be working tomorrow at JPT! Doing cashier opening and hopefully, I won't embarrass myself over there :( I think I'm going to reach there earlier to complete the stuff. You know, I'm a bit slow with my work.

Steamboat with kenneth, selynn, aik sin and love at night tml. I'll bring my cameras out tml. I want to take photo with kennethe the botak.

That's for all now. Going back for practice on tues, fri and sat. I promise I will work hard these two weeks! Band camp next week, as well as the concert. OMG, I'm kinda nervous now. Hope that I'll be able to get a horn to play, if not i will feel damn sad :(

Shall sleep already, if not tml can't wake up! Ciao!

2010-05-28T00:39:00.002+08:00

Working is alright today, just that I'm kinda tired after running around the store, trying to seek for empty seats for the customers :( Boo Hoo!

I'm happy for later on, cause it's public holiday and I'm working for 8 hours! Whoo Hoo! 1.5 times pay! WHEE HEE! :D GSS is here but I'm not rich enough to shop :( Hopefully someone might just struck lottery and give me money to shop! :P

Crossing finger and pray that NP will accept me for the aug in take :) Shall just hope for the best! I have craving for pepper lunch when I'm working these few days. I wonder why? :/ But I will have my pepper lunch when I'm working next week.

I want to catch shrek the final chapter and karate kid. Concert is approaching and I'm feeling guilty for not attending practice for this week due to work :O But I did practice when I'm at home. Though somehow, my fingers can't run as fast as before:/

Next week will be a busy week. Somehow, I'm dread about it.

I want to get back to study life, work life is no fun :(

2010-05-27T00:24:00.002+08:00

I had a long day today and was kinda tired :( But it was damn fun and happening till I can forget about how tired I am.

It started with the job interview at farrer park. Went there for the first time with the accompany of love. A new mall with those offices at the top few floors. So I went in to the company that I was told to and filled in some form. Turns out to be being a roadshow promoter instead. So they called me up later on and told me that they want me but sadly, the roadshow happens to be at 10-13 of june. In between my concert period. How sad? Lost a chance to earn extra bucks :( Hopefully they will still call me again when they have roadshow but I doubt so since I rejected them today.

Then we took circle line change to green line to changi airport. It has been long time since I last went there. I think should be 3 years ago. My first time walking around at terminal 3. It's beautiful, i must admit. Really nice.

Went to eat popeyes for the first time. The true reason for us to travel all the way to the east. haha. Nice chickens, nicer than KFC and perhaps marry brown? It just taste different from the rest.

Took lots of photos with love and around the airport. I shall upload it when I'm using my sister's laptop. hoho :)

Meet up the rest for dinner at JPT before heading home.

Sorry for the abrupt ending cause I'm tired to continue already. hehe. Plus nothing much to describe at JPT. I want to shop at JPT once I got my pay. Cause shops are having offers and discounts. But I must control my spending. I want to visit prologue to purchase some stationary, notebooks and schedule book. But I shall leave schedule book till end of year. If not, I will ended up buying another schedule book.

I have sudden urge to eat steamboat and tom yam seafood instant noodle. How?

2010-05-25T15:49:00.002+08:00

Did I mention that I'm currently in love with sixpegs blog? She like one of the female bloggers that I like it a lot. Not only that her post are nice to read on but also the effort she spent on blogging each post and make it nice.

Here's the link :) Hope that everyone can enjoy reading her blog like how I do :) And, I have a job interview tomorrow, at city square mall which is located next to farrer park. I seriously hope that the job will be better paid and I can request to work at JP outlet. If not, I'm so going to die by travelling all the way down to farrer park to work.

I might as well work at pepper lunch :O Rather than travelling down all the way to work :/

Well, I need to get prepare for work now. Cause it's going to rain soon and I've sudden craving to eat Shi lin qi pa since saturday. That shall be my dinner though it's kinda fattening :(

2010-05-25T14:49:00.002+08:00

Wow! I haven't been blogging these few days :) How rare! (Cause I tend to spam my blog with posts when I'm bored or nothing to do at home)

So Saturday was my second month with love. We went to IKEA to celebrate our second month due to my sudden cravings(yes, again!) and we had the usuals, meatballs, salmon and chicken wings. But this time round, we only had 2 chicken wings :)

Went to walk around at Anchor point and I was seriously tempted to do some shopping. However, I must control my temptation. And we went back to my house after that as I'm damn tired. I fell asleep for a while before heading down to imm pepper lunch to work.

Nothing special for this month celebration but I did give love surprise. Haha.

Worked for the whole day of Sunday and I feel like dying after that. Cause that day is super busy with the sales of $6100 +. See? Get it why I feel like dying? :(

Luckily, I put OFF on monday. Went out with love to Jurong Point to have Pepper lunch :P And it happens to be kenneth and yong hong last day at pepper lunch. Had pepper steak and big rib eye steak. My first time having rib eye steak. Not too bad, I wonder why the others detest it :/

Wanted to watch Shrek the final chapter but I'm kinda tired yesterday. So we give it a pass and decided to watch it some other day. Had Din Tai Fung for dinner and xiao long bao is nice :D But it is not as nice as taiwan's din tai fung. haha.

Gonna head down to work later on at 6pm and I'm going to Changi Airport tomorrow with love :) hehe. Hopefully we can take more photographs.

2010-05-21T21:23:00.001+08:00

Back to band.
I felt better this time round. At least I can play some of the songs. Though I still mispitch till very jia lat. :P Oops! haha. I'm still think if I should go for the AMK band concert at esplanade. No doubt this is a good chance for me to embrace myself into the wonders of music but I feel like working. Cause I can't work much on the concert week :(

Hoho, went out for a while just now to have supper with love :D He just finished his lesson and he didn't eat anything for dinner :O So went to eat something with him and I feel better after talking to him.

Anyway, after much consideration, I've decided to give NP a try. Since I'm given a chance this time round, why not? I will not regret this time round, I promise! :D

I've put on a mask after bathing. And it feels damn shiok! Okay, I shall get some rest already. Cause working later on plus going out with love :D hehe.

Tomorrow will be a better day. I will not run away from it anymore!

2010-05-20T11:19:00.002+08:00

Aloha~
:D
I just woke up not long ago, from my beauty sleep. But, I still feel tired :O I think it's time for me to rearrange my sleeping time and hours. I should sleep earlier and wake up earlier in order for me to feel more energetic!

Hmmm, going to IMM later to meet love and have pepper lunch as lunch? hehe. Mummy wants to eat pepper lunch but she haven't confirm with me if she wants to have it today or not :/ Shall call her and ask later. Need to go to bank to settle some stuff too. I want to change my ATM card to the DBS black card. It's time pretty and nice can? haha. And since it's free for life time, why not?

I wanted to apply for the capital land purple debit card too! But after some thoughts, I think it's a bit pointless to have so many cards. Thought it has cash rebates lah, i doubt i will be using it often. So, forget about it, shall wait for my orange card to expire before i apply a new card bah!

Oh, and I have $600 plus in my very own CPF account already. haha. I'm kinda surprise for the amount of money. Okay, this is random. haha.

I shall go prepare now. I'm kinda hungry too :( Hopefully, there isn't long queue at bank, or I can cut the queue since I'm changing card? But i doubt so.

2010-05-19T23:44:00.002+08:00

I spent whole day at home today! How nice, hehe. Doing nothing but to spend my time with love is loved! :) Wanted to study at my house but love is too tired to study due to insomnia for the past 2 nights :(

Went to lot 1 to have our branch at sakae sushi to have the sushi buffet. Visited Pepper lunch too! Saw Aunty Ann and Aunty Mary. Miss them lots! :( Hopefully, I will be able to go back and work with them for a few days! :)

Sushi was alright, I ate quite a lot i think. I love the soft shell crab handroll totally! Walked around at lot 1 to digest the food then went home and slack again :D

Played a round of monopoly deal with my sister and love. Then went out for dinner. Ho ho.

Basically, nothing much today, just stayed at home and had rest. Cause life is going to be damn busy already. With concert preparation and work. I shall work hard for money! :D $$

Okay, I shall have my rest already.

Bye earthlings!

2010-05-18T18:35:00.003+08:00

Worked opening today and I almost puke when I alight the bus :( Due to the fact that I board a bus with my empty stomach. Opening is pretty alright, with Aunty Julie coaching me at the side. I still hate grinding pepper like seriously! >:(

Did cashier till 3pm and I made a few mistakes here and there. Oops! :P hehe. Accompained love through his break and ate pepper lunch salad. hehe. It rained heavily when I board the bus and the rain stop when I reached the bus stop near my house. :)

I kope love's MP3 to listen as I didn't bring my earpiece along. Finally, I manage to listen to some band songs. And I have the sudden urge to go back to band and play with them. It's like, I finally remember why I wanted to perform with the band for the concert in the first place.

I enjoy the feeling of being under the spotlight, I enjoy receiving applause from the audience. The sense of satisfaction you get when you are able to complete a difficult song. The bonding with your batch mates and section mates. I hope that I can get back the long lost feeling I had for band. I've lost touch for too long, till the feelings are gone already. I need motivation to get me back to the band and not working.

I want to put a good performance on concert day. Seriously! Then after 11 june, I'm going to work like crazy for money. :) Hopefully, I won't fall sick during this period. :)

I shall go play monopoly deal with my sisters alr. :D

Happy birthday, peiyun! :D

2010-05-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

Today work is alright, in fact fun! :D Haha, cause got love, hunny and reina. I swear working with them is super fun! :D OMG, enjoyed working today though I'm kinda tired :( I have an old woman body!

Had fish & co. with love and hunny for break. It's damn full! But the fish doesn't taste as nice as what it is when I last ate the seafood platter :/ Went home with reina and love:D hehe. Gonna go to bed soon, since I'm doing opening tomorrow till 3!

While, forgot to bring back my water bottle and change into my slippers :( Boo Hoo!

Great Singapore Sales is coming! Yet, I didn't earn enough to go shopping! :( Boo Hoo again!

WDB is approaching, yet I haven't master all the pieces, BOO HOO AGAIN!

Okay, I shall stop my ramblings.

Oh, do help me click on the advertisement at the side of my blog okay? hehe. thanks!

You and I will never be apart.

2010-05-17T00:21:00.002+08:00

I'm currently sitting in front of the fan, hoping that my hair will dry fast :P Well, the popiah session at aunt house is great :D In fact, marvellous! haha. Love came with us in the end too. I bet he is damn nervous (like how will i be if i'm meeting his family) when he made the decision to come with us :D

Let family members have a lot at him and we started to wrap our own popiah. I always love popiah DIY session at aunt's house. Chatted with cousins and had a good catch up session with them. Turns out to be the batam trip is postpone to september.

Played a few rounds of monopoly deal and left the house and cabbed down to mad jack for ysis birthday celebration. Met the twins, hoe, shan, ken. Had a try of their rib eye steak. It's okay only, not very nice. Then all of us came to our house and chatted for a while.

Working 12pm-11pm later on. Love is doing opening till 3pm. Hoho, hopefully, my break can be at 3pm so that we can have lunch together.

Shall go rest now, ciao~

Right beside you is where I belong.

2010-05-16T10:29:00.002+08:00

Well, ate ultimate combo yesterday with love as branch/ lunar. That's the only meal that I ate for that day :) Then turns out to be I am the cashier for that night cause Jia Jia didn't work (fyi, i'm the second cashier) But, everything seems to be okay ^^ haha, even though there is kinda lot of people.

Did cashier closing and helped to mop the floor. The love send me to the mrt station before I shoo him home. Cause it's kinda late already (11.30pm) and he didn't sleep much yesterday night. :D Don't worry love, I can travel back home alone. No worries.

Then reached home and turns out to be my block having blackout. No light and lift at my house void deck. So, need to walk to the other half of the block to take the lift.

I'm kinda hungry now :( Meeting love to have breakfast together. I sorta break his heart last night. Need to patch it back today! :(

Going out later to celebrate sister's birthday, mad jack-ing later :D

Prawning :)

2010-05-15T12:40:00.002+08:00

Well, went back for band practice yesterday with yinghui. Headed to lot 1 to have my branch first, since I'm damn hungry :(

Then as usual, we are gossiping, complaining how life mistreat us, bitching about how some friends suck. The feeling is great, when you are doing this with your close friend, with your bestie :) Yes, I felt awesome and much more alive after talking to her. It never fails to cheer me up when I'm with her.

So, reached school and went up to band straight. Turns out to be I have no horn to play at all. Not even a single horn is avaliable for me! :( But, the good good wenlu is so good that she passed me her horn and let me play :) And, as what I've expected, my playing sucks to the max, I can barely pitch high F, I can't be sure of my notes. See, thats what you get after stop playing for months. See how scary it is? :O

Went to lot 1 with yinghui to settle our dinner at LJS since both of us have cravings for it :) hehe. Then walked around, sat at mac cafe to chill and drink double chocolate plus cheese cake. haha. Hunny called and jio me for prawning! :D I've never being to prawning before, so I would like to give it a try :) hehe.

After hugging good bye with yinghui, I went to JE to meet love after his school. Poor thing, didn't eat dinner at all. And for the whole night, he ate nothing except for the packet of muai chee that hunny and hoe bought for him and the prawns that we caught :( I bet he didn't eat any breakfast before going to work today! :(

Went to love's house to put his bag and refill my bottle. Then, we went to mag's house to wait for kenneth and headed down to our destination immediately! The place we went is near bird park and it kinda drizzle at the beginning. Then, after we prawn for like around an hour, it starts to pour heavily, super heavy! My pumps and jeans got so wet can :(

I'm like super cold during the whole prawning session and lucky love was there with me :) hehe. I caught quite a number of prawns. Like at least 5? haha. It's good for beginner like me :D Headed to Keng Leng's house to do the cooking, since the bbq pit at that place is soaking wet due to the rain. I must say the prawns are super nice! Cause people like hunny and I who don't really eat prawns, ate quite a few of them! :D hehe.

Headed home after that since I'm dead beat tired and love got work at 12 :/ Going to meet him for lunch later on. hehe, ultimate combo! But, i think I should get something to eat first, if not, I'll be only eating a meal for today, which is bad!

I sorta missed today band practice because i'm too tired. Plus, I didn't plan to return to band today too since I'm working just now. I just feel bad to promise to return and didn't come back :( So sorry!

I want to go back for prawning again! :D hehe. I shall go dig something to eat first. Working at 5pm later. Pray hard I won't be working tml though I gave schedule.

My dream came true because of you.

2010-05-14T12:15:00.003+08:00

I've just woke up and feeling kinda tired. I should stop sleeping so late and waking up so late for no reason. My body will soon, can't take this kind of life style and fall sick to protest. I'm kinda hungry now but don't feel like eating alone :( How sad to eat alone? (except for the time when I'm working)

I feel so lazy to travel back to KSB alone. Then stand at the security guard post, waiting for band teachers to prove my identity. What if all teachers just happen to be in the meeting? Oh my god, good luck to me then. :( BUT, what to do? Since I'm involve in the concert, of course I must make the effort to return to band and start to practice.

Everything is back to basic, playing scales, chromatic, arpeggios before i can touch the songs. Hopefully, there will be a change in the repertoire, if not I will die, seriously. With songs like seventh night, galaxy 999, second suite, American elgdy.

Okay, shall go prepare now, if not, I'll be running late.

Ciao~

P.S I miss you :(

I'll love you with every beat of my heart.

2010-05-14T00:59:00.002+08:00

Well, have been working for the past few days. Reaching home at around 12 plus since work ends at 11 at IMM. Did service/dish up/cashier these few days, basically running around the whole outlet. Working at there is more tiring than lot 1, no doubt but the atmosphere is different :D haha, especially with Hunny and Love around. :)

So, have been doing full shift recently, like 12 to 11pm. Kinda drain me out cause it has been long time since I last work such long shifts for consecutive days. What to do, I'm a newbie, need to learn more things:) Need to work more for money! I got lots of wants recently :(

Watched the back up plan with love on wed at vivo city and kenneth happens to work at vivo for that day. Went to di siao him during his break and laughed rudely at his pink hat. I swear he looked super gay in the pink hat.

I got sudden craving for pepper lunch while I'm typing this post. I have no idea why but just some sudden craving. But, never mind, I'm going to eat pepper lunch this saturday with love. Hoho, the ultimate combo, wait for us huh.

Going back to band later on (since it's already 2.42am on friday) and meeting up with yinghui in the eveing to catch Ip man 2. Don't really look forward to the movie though it got good reviews. But, since my dearest yinghui wants to watch, I'll accompany her. Miss her damn lots :(

Meeting up with jiaqi, lionel and zhenyi on thurs too. Hopefully everyone can turn up bah! Since it has been ages since the four of us meet up.

I should cut down the amount of sweet stuff I take in daily. I have been eating too much chocolate, sweets and ice-cream etc. Super unhealthy and love dislikes me eating too much sweet stuff too. Control!!!

I'm kinda tired already and sleepy. I'm thinking how scary will the weekend crowd be like at IMM? Oh, Aunty Evelyn just told me that I might be transferred to lot 1 for 3 weeks during june as Chen Chen taking off and Ong San can't be back on time. Yes, Ong San is coming back to lot 1 :) hehe, so happy to hear that! I miss working with Ong San! :(

Pay going to cut soon! I think I should push myself a little bit more, work as much as I can for this period of time. I wanted to get a wallet badly and I want to have sufficient cash in the wallet that can last me for a month with no difficulty.

I'm kinda in love with the song "from this moment". Such a sweet song :) It never fails to brighten up my day, though it sounded kinda creepy in the introduction.

I wonder if i can blow my B flat scale without problem or not? :/ I doubt so, I confirm mispitch at high E or high F and I'll feel lousy for the rest of the day :( BOOOS!!!! Wind De Brassion 3 coming soon. I wonder how is the band doing now. Preparing already? Or still slacking away?

Bed is calling me.

No more IKEA Chicken Wings till next month!

2010-05-09T23:36:00.002+08:00

Kinda tired now due to the insomnia yesterday night :( Only managed to fall asleep around 4am and woke up at 10am :(

Went to IKEA with love for the marvellous branch, chicken wings, meatballs, french fries and nuggets. haha. Bought 4 big boxes to pack my stuff in my study room. Now, it's kinda neat already but having 1 problem now. Where should I put the boxes? :O

Apparently, the room is not big enough for me to put the boxes and I've placed 3 of them in the living room and 1 in the room. Hopefully mummy won't scold me for that :P

Working tomorrow from 12pm to 11pm. I think it has been ages since I worked for such long hours. Don't know whether I can tahan or not :/ Same timing for tuesday too. I think I'm going to learn service closing tomorrow. :)

2010-05-09T01:21:00.001+08:00

I got a sudden urge to go shopping :( I don't know why but yeah.
I got a sudden craving to eat chicken wings now.

I want shopping, soon!

Scary weekends crowd :(

2010-05-08T23:58:00.002+08:00

Indeed, weekends crowd is scary. It's still kinda alright in the afternoon, not really of long queue. But when the night falls, there is where the nightmare begins :O Luckily, 5 people(including me) are working at the same time (though it's super crampy) so not really very tired.

I'm doing cashier for the whole day, hence, throat is super dry now:( Though I drank like a litre of water and 2 bottles of pink dolphin. It kinda hurts too :( Love is going to kill me if he see this :P

I'm going to chiong for this month. I want to save some money to change my phone. Still thinking whether I should get a blackberry cause sisters and love don't really like the idea of me getting bb :/ Though it is kinda cheaper compared to Iphone.

And my hair starts to curl up alr :( Boo! I guess it's due to wearing cap for long hours during work:/ Saddness!

Oh, and today kinda mark my end at lot 1 pepper lunch. Cause I'll be working at IMM from next week onwards. Though I'll still come back and work when lot 1 doesn't have enough staff. I will miss the time when I worked with Aunty Lai Fong, Aunty Mary and Aunty Ann. Plus Jin Sheng, Chen Chen, Joaquim, Xue Ling :(

But, I want a change in environment! Hopefully, I can adapt well to IMM, cause there is so much more things to do and learn over there. I will work hard :D And pray hard that I won't be too lazy to do things. Time to step out of my comfort zone. But it will take me quite some time to overcome the fear to stand at cashier :/ And remember the different promotions and deals they have at different timing, the different side dishes that come along with the promotions and the menu!

Okay, enough of rantings :) I think I should sleep soon, if not, I'm going to fall sick real soon! Something that I hate the most and dread the most. And my hair smells good after applying ellips, the hair vitamin. haha. I've bought it for like almost a month and I didn't touch it at all till today! :P

Ciao~

2010-05-08T00:19:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I just wish that I can be an ordinary teenager of my age. Hanging out with friends during the weekends, gossiping, shopping or even doing nothing. Bitch about some annoying teachers in school, irritating classmates etc.

But, somehow, I can't. I guess, nobody can really understand what I'm going through, except for my family members and love. I mean, yes, I've made a wrong choice to enter the polytechnics, then I made an abrupt withdrawal from school. Now I'm working again.

If I can just spend my day idling around, do you think I don't want it? I want a carefree life too but i need to work to help my parents to support the family. I'm not the rich kid who can spend their parents money all they want. I need to earn it by myself, earn it by tolerating some weird customers, earn it through blood and sweat.

I'm not complaining or anything, I know all these things are fated etc and I'm happy with my life. I'm just hope that friends around me can bear with me. I need to work, i've no choice. If you want to meet up, please tell me in weeks advance so that I can take off. I do treasure all of you in my life. I don't leave you guys aside because I have boyfriend now. I'm making efforts to meet you guys, so please bear with me.

Okay, I've no idea why I typed all these things, perhaps, I just need to vent some of my frustration here. Perhaps, I'm getting tired of all the misunderstandings already, perhaps I'm too lazy to clarify those misunderstanding about me. I can't choose what kind of life and environment I'm in. All I can do is to deal with it and move on in life.

That's all I guess. Working 12 to closing tomorrow. Hopefully, I can survive the weekends crowd :(

2010-05-07T11:06:00.002+08:00

Worked yesterday and later. OMG, I forgot how to do closing siah :( To be exact, I forgot how to do the cashier closing. Did the closing halfway and I asked Aunty Lai Fong what to do next. So embarrassing.

Did Kitchen too! hehe. The double wasbi beef looks okay. Thought it will be quite disgusting :P But lot 1 is seriously very hot. Especially the kitchen, I was like sweating like there is no tomorrow when I went in to do the kitchen for 1 hour. Just 1 hour leh!

Working later at 6pm. Hopefully, there isn't a lot of people. But, i doubt so, since today is friday. I'm waiting for love to come over, so that we can have our branch together. I'm dying soon, die of hunger.

And, I need to meet up with friends soon. I haven't pass tao his book(though it's with yongkian now) and treat him a dinner, meeting up with yinghui the bitch for movie and planning to meet up with wan fen and yi ting etc.

Okay, I shall do some revision, since love is still not here yet.

Ciao~

I'm looking forward to next week!

2010-05-06T14:27:00.003+08:00

Worked at IMM yesterday. Woke up super early, like 7.55am as I'm working at 9.30am and I've no idea how long I have to wait for 188 to come. Sadly, when I reached the bus stop, 188 just went off :( I waited for 15 mins just for the next 188 to come.

Reached there at 9.05am, clocked in and started my work. As hunny haven't reach yet, Love taught me some basic stuff, like washing of cloths then on the warmer etc. Then, hunny reached and taught me how to prepare the drinks and the cashier.

OMG, being cashier is super stress luh! How I wish IMM cashier is as easy as Lot 1 cashier :( Having a hard time looking for the keys to key in and taking the drinks at the same time. As a result, I'm super slow. Plus, they got various promotions at different timing. Like WLS, Student Meal, IMM deals etc. But at least, I think I remembered how to use the mastercard and visa machine.

Then, learned how to do the miso setting, wiping the trays, making ice cream. And Love was super evil by laughing at the ice cream made by me! :( Super sad. I know my ice-cream very ugly lah.

Did service at night, clearing of trays and serving of food and being second cashier. But as usual, super slow. Only manage to take 3 customers and the crowd is clear.

Had dinner with Love and went home after that. Love came over and chatted with him before he cabbed home.

Working at Lot 1 later at 5pm. And I've no idea what is the new promotion they having now :/ Need to learn the new key.

Next week will be at IMM. Going to chiong work since I need money. HoHo.

TEEHEE

2010-05-04T10:52:00.002+08:00

Meeting Hunny 12.30pm at JE later on :) Hitting the town with her. haha. I really want to buy a new wallet badly. However, my pathetic pay of this month doesn't allow me to do so:( So sad. I want a new wallet badly, though my current wallet is still in a good piece:/

I woke up with a headache actually. Kinda irritated by it. But it got better after I brush my teeth. I'm still having throat pain. Uh oh, not a good sign. Need to keep myself healthy and stay away from virus! Especially the flu virus.

I want to eat Aston all of a sudden :O How? Need to get to Cathy but it's ulu.

Getting my uniform later. Kinda excited. Hope that I won't be pissed by some weird customer.

Okay, shall get prepared now. I'm still kinda tired.

2010-05-04T01:25:00.002+08:00

So, job hunt today with hunny. Turns out to be redundant (shall explain why later) but I still manage to find 2 jobs with vacancy :) Cold wear and Challenger, both IMM outlets. Filled in the forms with hunny and some questions are kinda weird. haha.

Met up with hunny at JP and I waited for her at the wrong place. haha. Super funny cause I'm still thinking what takes her so long to reach. Turns out to be I was at the wrong place :P We went to have our lunch first before starting our hunt. Wanted to eat mac but it turns out to be full house with long queues.

After a quick discussion, we headed to PL to have our lunch. Turns out to be they are downstaff with only 4 people working only :O Waited for our food, consumed it and back to hunt. Though JP is super big, not many shops except for F&B is hiring. We didn't want to work at F&B, since Hunny is sick and tired of it.

We realized that we kinda waste our time at JP so headed to IMM for my challenger application. Then, we saw that cold wear is hiring too, so filled in forms at cold wear too. Then went to PL to meet up with Kenneth and Love.

Talked to Aunty Evelyn and I'm being transferred to IMM outlet :D That's why the job hunt is redundant, cause I'm still going to work at Pepper Lunch:) Going to work damn lots now since I didn't work much ever since pay cut :O

Resuming work on wed, at imm :D Working with hunny together for opening. haha. She is going to teach me how to do opening and cashier :)

Then thurs, fri and sat will be at lot 1 and next week onwards will officially at IMM.
I shall work hard for this month, since I wanted to clear my debt badly.

Oh, headed to turf city to have seafood dinner with kengleng, mag, hunny, love and kenneth. This is the first time when I ate so much shell type seafood. Cereal prawn is loved though it's not really nice. The cheesy lobster is great too. The cheese taste great :D

Went to JP to chill out after the dinner. Sat at Mac to have a little chat before heading home :)

And, I want to get a new phone soon. Most probably getting BB :D Haven't decide if I should get the expensive one or the cheaper one. But I guess, the chances for me getting the cheaper one should be quite high, considering that I'm getting a MP3 too.

Okay, I need to catch some sleep first. Going to hit the town with hunny tomorrow, oops, I mean later. And I realized we didn't fix the timing to meet, wonder what time will the both of us wake up later...

2010-05-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

I have a sudden urge to blog badly just now. However, due to the speed of the connection, the urge sort of die off while I'm waiting for the webpage to load :(

So, what have I being doing these couple of days after I've recovered? Going out with friends, dating with boyfriend, slacking my day off. Not working, not studying, not doing anything which I should be doing. Oh man, I hate this period. Doing nothing constructive except of enjoying life.

I need to get back to working mood. Beside clearing off my debt, I need money to satisfy my own wants. I need to save money and plan for my future. I have been spending too much money on food :/ I want to have enough money to pass to my mum for household needs.

I have to study too. My chinese, history, math. It has been 5 months since I last touch chinese. Chinese essay, Chinese agrumentative etc. I need to practice my a.math and read up for history. These are the things that I'm going to study next year. I need to get myself prepared. I can't afford to waste any more time. I need to get myself into NUS in 2 years time starting from next year.

I need to lose weight. I need to shed some fats off my body. I need to go jogging soon, my thighs are getting fatter, my waist is getting thicker. It's not good for health. I'm getting unhealthier ( sounds weird) by days. I need to control my diet. Stop eating unhealthy food and start to eat my greens.

I need to get back to horn. Wind De Brassion is approaching fast. Yet, I can't even play a song without mispitching. How can this be? I want to bring the best out of me for this concert, though I'm no longer a band member. But, this will be the first time where my sisters and boyfriend will be watching me from the audience seats. I want to impress them with my passion for music. I want to impress them with Kranji Symphonic Band. By mispitching won't help me in impressing them. I seriously need practice with the band. Need time for sectionals.

In general, I have to plan my time well. In order to work, study, exercise and band-ing at the same time. Plus, accompanying my dearest boyfriend. I want to get all my wants fulfilled! I want no more regrets in life. No more. I'm sick and tired of the feeling you get when you regretted something. When you regret the choice that you have made in the beginning.

Yes, I will stop procrastinating and start working. I shall start by planning my time table for now. No more regrets in life.

2010-05-02T19:31:00.002+08:00

My sisters and love is playing monopoly :/ I'm actually in the game but it's kinda boring you see, after playing for long. So, I gave up my money and property before gaining back my freedom :D

So, headed to causeway point for a walk just now. Nothing much actually, except for having awesome ice cream and breaded chicken as high tea. hehe. Bought monopoly at causeway point and I borrowed books from the library. It's time for me to get back to the study mood already. hehe.

They seem to be engross in their game :( I wonder when can have my dinner? Going for job hunt tomorrow, so happy :D

Okay, I'm bored.

Someone entertain me please?

2010-05-02T11:01:00.002+08:00

I need a job badly :( Must really go find one ASAP! If not, I'll be so broke for this month. I don't even know how can I survive with the tiny wheeny pay I had :( How How? No more good food for this month. No more shopping for this month! I need to save money and clear my debt soon!

I'm still thinking what kind of job I'm going to look for. I think perhaps, cashier jobs? Easier and not so tiring but I guess they won't pay much for a cashier girl. Or maybe I should take up 2 jobs. Like a cashier job and tuition job. Provided that the tuition job I've applied is approved.

Heading to causeway point later, with sisters and love. Y. Sis wanna get her score book for guitar. OMG, I need a job :(

Hopefully, I can get a job of my liking and with good pay. Seriously. If not, I'm going to drink on air and eat on grass soon.

I need a job! Argh!

2010-05-01T16:09:00.002+08:00

Life is kinda boring recently. Though I'm super happy that I've fully recovered! No more fever, no more headaches, no more tummy pain :D Which is good cause I dread those days when I'm sick, where I'm too weak to go anywhere except for moving around in the house :/

So, I caught a midnight show of Iron Man 2 with PL clique. Well, it's nice and cool. Seeing what technology can be like in the future. haha. Not bad huh, the show. Plus, it's full house despite the fact that we caught the show at 1.30am. haha.

Then, woke up early today, 10am and get ready to go IKEA with love. OMG, I finally get to satisfy my cravings for IKEA chicken wings :D Super happy. Walked around IKEA and starts to dream about my dream house and how would I decorate it. Seriously, I enjoy shopping at IKEA but I will enjoy more when I have the house for me to decorate and when I have the money to purchase the furniture.

Then headed to Queensway shopping center and walked around. Super tempted to buy a pair of sports shoes but no money lah! :( HAIYO!

Still haven't decide should I change job or not. Cause I'm seriously very lazy to find a new job and adapt to the new environment but it's also very bored to work at lot 1 outlet. Or should I find a tutoring job :( Or maybe I should tutor my cousin and get paid by tutoring them.

I'm super indecisive:( HOW?!

700 :)

2010-04-27T16:39:00.002+08:00

Life is pretty boring when you are sick :(

Job Hunt

2010-04-24T08:44:00.003+08:00

Good morning earthlings! hehe. It's kinda rare for me to wake up this early but it seems that recently, I've been waking up at this type of timing:/ How I wish I can sleep a bit more. I guess I should change my pillow soon cause my neck kinda hurts every time I woke up :(

Working later, from 12pm to 10pm. Hopefully, I can survive the lunch peak and dinner peak hours. It has been ages since I work for this type of timing. Pray hard, cross fingers.

Oh, as what I've stated in my title, I'm going for a job hunt soon, perhaps tomorrow? I think it's better for me to find a better pay job since I'm working for kinda long now. However, I'm going to ask for a transfer to other outlet (most likely, IMM) first. If it's approve, I'll just stick with my job, if not, I guess I'll want a change of environment.

Going IKEA tomorrow with Love as I have sudden cravings for chicken wings! OMG, I love their chicken wings, yummy! hehe. Then should be walking around to see see look look at the furniture.

Okay, shall go cook breakfast for now. Making french toast for my sis and I.

Ciao~

2010-04-23T20:08:00.002+08:00

Third post of the day :)

Well, I spent my day packing my table, re-arranging my stuff, sort out the books and etc. Then prepared a meal for myself, which I've never done in these few months. Watching some no life show while eating.

Did some a.math practice before taking a nap. Then while I'm sleeping halfway, there is a super scary storm and scare the hell out of me :( Didn't manage to sleep well due to the storm!

I think I should plan my time well for these few months. Still considering whether I should take a full time job or not. Though the pay will be so much better than the little pay I'm earning from Pepper lunch, I won't have enough time to study well. I'll be tied down by job and maybe too tired to study any further.

I guess I should give it a thought for few more days :/ Sister and Mum has being talking this issue to me. Or maybe I should find other better paid part time job so that it won't be as tiring.

And, I want to save up for a new digital camera and lomo. OMG, I must really save up, clear debt before talking about all these. hehe. Perhaps I should consult my cousin boyfriend, since he is kinda into cameras. haha. I want add new members for my Fuji intax!

Okay, I shall go bathe and get ready. Meeting Love for supper later on.

Two is better than one.

2010-04-23T14:55:00.003+08:00

22/4/10 is a lovely day. Because it marks the first month between love and I :)

Though half of my day is ruin, all thanks to SP, the first polytechnics in Singapore, I still enjoy the day as I'm with love the whole day.

We managed to catch a movie at Marina Square, The bounty hunter. The movie is quite funny and nice. hehe. Had Yuki Yaki for dinner and the DIY ice cream. I don't find Yuki Yaki is as nice as the one I ate for my birthday celebration. Maybe I'm kinda affected by the experience I had in SP after rall. :( Love is quite bothered by the fact that I'm not happy and he did a lot of dumb stuff to cheer me up. haha, how cute :)

Went to esplanade after that. Esplanade is beautiful at night. The view is super nice and romantic. haha.

To: Mr Blur Blur (if you ever see this)
Thanks for appearing in my life. As what I've mentioned in the previous post, my life is going to be dull without you. I never forget how you travel around the whole Singapore, just to help me find my cute giraffe back. I love the time when you travelled all the way down to lot 1 pepper lunch to accompany me home after my work. Thanks for the endless love, pamper, care and concern that you have showered on me ever since 22/03/10. It's never a mistake to know you in my life.
I love you forever, Mr Blur Blur!

A Brand New Beginning :)

2010-04-23T13:19:00.002+08:00

Well, by now, I guess most of the people knew about the decision that I've made. All thanks to the wonders of facebook. However, I shall state down here too and the reasons behind it.

I've made a withdrawal from Singapore Polytechnics, in another word, I'm a school dropout for this period of time.

Why? Many had asked me.

The reason being, I dislike SP environment and culture. Hard to explain it by typing but I seriously dislike it. Furthermore, the course that I've chosen wasn't my interests at all. Chemical Engineering, a course that I thought it will be more about Chemistry. But I was wrong. Physics and Mathematics are the main focus behind this course. If you know me well, you should know that I'm not cut out for mathematics.

So, what are you going to do now? Where you plan to go, they asked next.

I'm going to do self study for the rest of this year and working at the same time, while waiting for the 2010 JAE. I'm planning to get into PJC and do arts course. Return back to the wonder of Chinese. I'm going to work even harder than the rest so that I won't regret my choice again.

All I need now, is encouragements and motivations. Not mocking, discrimination and redundant comments. I know I've made a wrong choice, very wrong choice but who doesn't make mistake in life? I don't want to get a diploma certificate for chemical engineering and stuck in the industry that I don't enjoy for my life.

Okay, I've made myself clear. Thanks to all those people who I've bothered these few days, especially Love, Yinghui, sisters and parents.

Ying Hui, thanks for calling me that day and letting me pour out everything. Thanks for the suggestions and encouragements, the hug you gave me when I cried like a baby. I told you, I'm really glad to have you as my friend. Thank you for the wake up call. This is what I call a true friend.

Thanks love for supporting me throughout this period of time, encouraging me, giving me suggestions, cheering me up. My life will be so dull without you.

Thanks family to give in to my choice. I know I've disappoint everyone. I'll work hard to gain it back, the trust.

This is gonna be a brand new beginning for me.
Work hard, Teo Pei Si!

2010-04-18T02:05:00.002+08:00

Going sleep soon, if not L is going to kill me. Short update. Met up with Nikar and train down to Si Mei. Reached Thoven's aunt house and holy shit, it's big. Played pool for the first time and I feel shitty cause I wasn't good at it :( Shall polish my skills man.

Then ate the awesome buffet before leaving early to meet Y. Sis at JE for dinner. Thoven's Mum gave Yu Ting and I a ride to MRT station. I swear the dog is damn cute and his mum driving skill is superb. Especially the turn. haha. Yu Ting and I were amazed.

Chatted with Yu Ting super lot in the train. I miss those time when the both of us just keep on chit chatting :( Who knows, I might be the last in Nikar to get married :P

Met up with sis and walked to IMM to have pepper lunch. Yes, pepper lunch again. Had cut steak and was a bit regretful cause I ate too much beef this week :( It's not good for health and I should + will cut down the amount of beef intake each week.

Waited for L to clock out, sis and i got addicted to the gachapon machine. It's hell fun and I wanted to collect the whole set. Yes, I will!

Looking forward to Science Center trip later on :D

I feel motivated!

Everyone is bias. I decided to let go, totally. I don't care anymore. Life moves on, perfectly.